PROCESS

I met a new friend last month and never decide to spill out what's happening to me until today, she came to me and I shared.

I can see that she has a pure and beautiful heart.

We've been thru the same thing and thanks for being a good listener.

I appreciate.

Thank GOD I'm able to hold back my tears and share with a big smile from my heart.

Not much but I've improved.

I am ready for this, I guess?

WHAT'S IN MY WORDS

Every word owns its own meaning.

Words are incredible.

We use them to communicate, to express, to imply and we're using them every single day.

But do you actually know what I'm typing this?

It's just because I have a meaning behind these words.

Which you'll never know.

kellyw

WE MADE IT HAPPENED!

*Blogged and drafted for days* That's my style. >,<

It has been a while that I blogged bout things happening around me.

And this time I'm going to blog about my last few days in Year 2010.

I'm away from town to SINGALAND!

Guess what, I never been to Singapore in these nineteen years.

I always don't fancy Singapore as I heard that the people there are selfish and LC but surprisingly, they're not.

Thanks to tet tet queen, Erica for insisting this trip happens and I'm happy that Babe Junee and Darling Karen can mix well with the gang too! ;)

So eventually, I lost my 1st time to Singapore to the gang and my love.

Alright, let's start with Day 1!

Oh before that, Juneebaby and Darling K went one day earlier due to the exceed demand for the bus tic on the 23rd.

On the 23rd, Ali, sayang and I went by bus and Erica went by car with her family.

Epic of the day.

ERICA NG JOE YIN forgotten her passport and luckily we can get her passport before we leave but she gonna wait till we reached Johor and pass to her.

Another epic one.

We almost missed the bus! That's a big phew.

The bus has to wait for us for 10mins if I'm not mistaken. *paiseh betul*

No photos for day1 as we're zzzzz in the bus for the whole day.

We reached at SG around 10plus, I think and we tried our best to get the cab to check in to the room.

Due to the no-taxi-would-like-to-stop-by-us and we're hell hungry, we got no choice.

We gotta take the big luggage with us to the restaurant. *troublesome*

After we had our dinper, we try to get a cab again but IDK why is that hard to get a cab.

Super moodless and tired.

At last we got the cab and sent Ali to her cousin sis's hse 1st then sayang and I to the boutique hotel.

We ended up reached the room at 12.03am.

GUESS WHAT?

When I look at the time, I was like,"DIE! IT'S SAYANG'S BIRTHDAY!!!"

And I remember that I asked him to sit properly on the bed,

The King: Why? What happened?

Me: Happy birthday!

The King: Huh?? *look at the time* Oh... Like this also can.

Haha, we're actually exhausted and "pek cik" so I don't expect any respond from him.

But I am glad that I'm the first one who wish him personally. =)

And and and,

Me: Do you want your present?

The King: I thought you say you didn't buy for me?

Me: *hahaha* Is in my luggage bag. Search yourself.

The King: *search search search, he found it but* Don't give me 1st ba.

Me: ???? HUH??? you found it and you don't want it anymore? *weird*

So, I was thinking, what is wrong with the present... =/

And hypnotize myself that he's tired and he wanted to sleep.

That's the hectic day and night.

Will blog bout Day2 soon!

BRB.

xoxo,

kellyw

WHEN WORDS MISMATCH WITH ACTIONS

I'm not going to play with colours when I blog.

Opps, I just did it.

What will you feel when a person told you this but she/he did that?

A simple example above this.

Feel it yourself.

=)

xoxo,

kellyw

SIMPLEST THING WE COULD EVER DO

Eat, Pray, Love.

How many of you can do these everyday?

Sinful acts.

Have you ever count or think how sinful r u for all these years in your life?

Lesson.

Do you really change after you get a big lesson from life?

Timing.

Stop using this as an excuse because it ticks no matter what happen.

Sincerity.

How sincere are you towards everything today? Stop being hypocrites, human.

Lies.

Sometimes, you just gotta face it instead of avoiding. This is not a credit card that you can just void.

Optimistic.

Open up your heart and take whatever you deserves but at the same time, you have to give too.

Prove it.

Words ain't strong enough to prove what you're going to achieve. Stop explaining and take advises to prove what you got.

Perfection.

Try your best is more than enough.

The Shade.

Stop letting the black shadow following you. Leave it and move on.

Most importantly: Family, Love & True Friends.

xoxo,

kellyw

UGLY TRUTH

*CLICK TO ENLARGE IMAGE*

Happening, EPIC. *SLAP FACE*

What you did, what's your purpose, you know, I know.

I did not told others that you sms me oftenly but at 1st you did then lesser till none, ok?

You should be clearly what u sms-ed me and you said you sms me because you still treated me as friend. Those msgs were just greetings...

If those were greetings, you wouldn't sms-ed my mum,"Take good care of yourself. I will miss you and Kelly always."

Are you going to say that you're sending the wrong msg to the wrong person?

And I'm not expecting you to patch back thou so, stop dreaming that I think so pls.

Don't make me LMAO or ROFL.

And Mr. Adult, when did I comment your life for GOD SAKE?

I dare you to say that you ain't satisfied that I've spilt out part of your scandals so you're that "nervous".

Since you said I'm naive, why do you calculate with a naive kid here, MR. ADULT. (as if)

Well, talk about POWER now. Can I say Oh My God now?

Showed you my power? I wouldn't waste my power to this kind of people especially those who don't deserve or fit in my life anymore.

I don't need someone to praise me,"wow you are so great!" on this lame thingy case.

You know, as usual, I just don't give a damn on what people said.

I know myself. I know where I'm standing now.

AND AND AND! I always bear in mind that WE have 0% feeling to each other since after the dramas you've made.

YES! I'm ruining your reputation now. If you care bout your reputation, stop your so called "adult working man's dramas" and prove me wrong. No, prove your girlsssssssssss wrong.

You're just another pass-byer in my life, Mr. Adult. I can still chill around with my ex but not you, so sorry.

You'll just ended up ugly if you mess up with my feelings. Awww~ =D

WELL,

I CAN'T STOP

stalkers from stalking my life especially my boyfie and love life.

I shall thanks to you guys for sparing your time to care bout my stuffs.

I do living a great life now.

One more info for the stalkers,

I have a nickname- DDY Queen. =)

Go and search the hidden meaning for yourself.

But if you try to dig info from my boyfie or give false information to him and try to spoil our relationship,

go ahead then,

because if our relationship can be spoiled by you, I don't need to be in this anymore.

I might need to thanks to you too.

But sorry, I have faith in him.

I DON'T CARE

about my past especially bout my ex-boyfriend,

who still bugging my mum and I till last month and I'm glad that he can finally stop now.

To his spy, go tell him bout this. I would glad to let him know bout this.

If he says that I'm lying, who cares.

It's has been half a year we broke off,

so I don't wish to know more bout his betrayals and lies which he did behind me previously.

What's the point?

It's a full stop of him.

Don't agree with his betrayals and lies?

Continue to be his friend and if he finds you cute,

he'll trap you in his beautiful sweet lies promises trap.

You'll know by then.

Good luck, beautiful and cute ladies!

xoxo,

kellyw

YOU WILL NEVER KNOW,

what surprise did he gave me yesterday.

He is deferring his training and staying back in KL!

Having him here with me is the best thing ever.

*BIG SMILE*

ALTHOUGH IS JUST 100 MILES

Take good care, love.

♡

BE TRUE

Do you realise that every word that came out from your mouth is only word?

Only actions will be able to prove your words...

Your world will never influence mine anymore but I feel sympathy to the next victim.

Not to say you're a failure, you're almost a successful person.

The biggest problem of yours- SELFISH

You thought you're the one who give all you have but you didn't.

You didn't give what you're supposed to give.

Necessities are just the things that you gave. That's what you gave.

You give the money but you take a true heart.

You may attracts a lot of ppl's attention but who really knows the other side of yours,

you know, I know.

Don't only judge and blame on your love's side.

But also think of your side and what makes your love's being this way.

Don't act like a philosopher when you can't even open your heart to your loves one.

Remember, once you've leave a scar on your love's heart, it'll never be cured ever again.

Remember, once you've lost your love's trust, you'll never be trusted again.

Remember, you may forgiven for once or twice or thrice or etc, you'll be left behind one day.

Remember, once you've treated your love like a toy, your love will get stronger and smarter.

p/s: Not referring to my love for sure.

kellyw

I CLOSE MY EYES,

Spot the love shape (taken on new year eve, credits to E.N.J.o.Y.)

I can hold your hand securely to where you lead me to;

I close my eyes,

I have a shoulder to lie on comfortably;

I close my eyes,

I hear your soft whispers in my ears;

I close my eye,

I feel you sincerity.

I close my eyes,

I have confidence in you,

Even you'll not be here for me that often anymore.

I'll be an independent girl till you're back for me to depend on again.

=)

COUNTING ON

People said when you step into the 3rd month of your relationship, the relationship will be different.

Different as in not that sticky to each other and the feeling will be a lil bit faded as both are used to each other.

That's bullshit.

If it's going to fade why some other ppl said that to build a true love, both will build more love and commit to each other?

That's human being. Funny eh.

Anyway, Happy 701 sayang!

xoxo,

kellyw

TO SOMEONE SPECIAL

When you smile
My life becomes a ray of light
Sing me a lullaby
To sleep at midnight
I’ll be hypnotized
When looked into your eyes
Turn off the room light
Let’s spend the night

* Take me to far away
Away to your secret place
Take my tears my fears
Take all my pain
For which I’ll repay someday
With a kiss and say
Can’t believe that I’m in love
In love again

When the stars don’t shine
And when the birds don’t fly
And when the flowers cry
And when the rain runs dry
When the violet’s red
And when the rose turns blue
Baby I’m still in love with you

Repeat *,*

SOMETHING SIMPLE YET SWEET

Never failed to make me smile thou I'm having a boring day.

It's 4th of January now.

6 days before he starts his journey.

6 days before we start our test.

C'mon, is not that bad right?

=)

1-1-2011

My very 1st post of the year starts now. aha

Happy New Year, people!

Is new year and let's get started!

I had a new year eve night with besties and the love, as usual and I'm grateful that I can spend 2 special occasions with them together last year. *awesome*

Back to last night, we actually had a BBQ session at rabbit a.k.a. darling k's hse and celebrated our Rick Chua's 21st too.

Then, we met up Ali Yong who can't join us for BBQ session cause of her parents rented 2 roooms at Crowne Plaza.

So, we decided to end our night there by playing some games and alcohol session.

The best of moment of the night was when the fireworks appear.

I feel so blissful when the fireworks started to perform in front of us and the love says,"Happy New Year." then giving me his first kiss on my lips in Year 2011.

Here's another one when we get back to the room. *blush*

Well, a brand new year is here.

A tough one for me but I'm ready for it.