♥ KELLY

The Language of Feelings

2012-01-30T16:58:00.001+08:00

"Is this how I'm supposed to feel now?"

"I don't know, I'll check the manual."

"And?"

"It says that you're feeling the right way."

"What way is that?"

"It says that there is no right way to feel but, right now, after something like this happens, you do need to feel however you're feeling and that feeling this way, however you're feeling, is healthy."

"That doesn't sound very scientific."

"It has nothing to do with science."

"Does it say anything else?"

"It says you'll break something if you beat yourself up for the way you feel and that you won't be able to feel differently until you've finished feeling this feeling."

"Ok. How long will that take?"

"I don't know. How do you feel?"

Ordinary yet Royal

2012-01-15T03:57:00.000+08:00

Everyone knew that I'm happy with my love life after I met my current boyfie.
For your information, bf and I has been together for one year and three months six days and counting still.
And I'm madly in love with him.

Yea, it's just one year and some of you might say,"Just wait for few years later and see."
Right, I can't guarantee that thou.
What I have in my mind all these years is you'll take a lifetime to understand one person deeply, as the old sayings, people change from time to time.

Anyway, get back to the topic.
Throughout this whole year, I've met his friends and he've met my friends. He've met my parents (especially my conservative dad) and I..........
*cough* haven't even really meet his family members.

I know you're laughing and feeling lame like the image above right now.
Well, you can't blame me as I've met my exes parents when I'm with them and this is the first time after so long, I'm not introduced to his family members.
Don't get me wrong, I don't treat this as a problem but just weird. It's weird. LOL

My parents has been asking me whether I've met his family members or not since a year ago.
I know this is crazy, wtf.
It's either I answer them no, because I'm not ready or a smile.
And they'll like,"what? you haven't meet them?" or "this guy must be hiding something."
(wtf, they actually make me feel anxious bout it as if it's like something big)
So I tried so hint him for the 1st time. *I feel so ....... sucks for asking him to introduce me to his family (in my heart)* HAHAHA

I did and he said,"OKEY, we go now." with a doubting and poker face.
I was like,

Then I found out from his childhood friend that his family is kinda strict.
Or I shall say very strict. HAHA
Soon after that, he started to tell me bout this matter. (He repeated this whenever I say I wanna meet his dad. LOL)
Here he begins, none of his relatives bring their partner back unless they have graduated and own a stable career. Then, they will ask the partner all sorts of questions like we all watched before in the dramas.
And all of them are professions, doctors, nurse, engineers, etc etc and darn rich and capable.
So, if he brings me back now, he might be getting words like,"how are you going to have a girlfriend if you haven't even earn your own money?".....
DAMN STRESS. Not him but me. I'm no doctor, nurse or lawyer. I'm just a business student. FML.
~~I'm like stucking in a drama where rich family is finding an educated, high status girl to fit in the family. #justsaying~~
I know I'm the one who stressed myself up.....
But!

TWENTY.ONE.TWO!

2012-01-04T16:31:00.001+08:00

Hey guys, how was ur new year eve?
1st of all, I wanna wish all of u a belated happy new year. ;)
Couldn't blog on the day itself due to the studies that I'm rushing now for my mid-sem exam which is going to starts tomorrow! *freakout*
I'm taking a few minutes break for a short update actually.
Had an epic night on the last Friday of 2011 and boyfie had a serious hangover on the new year eve.
However, we still managed to make it to the place where our friends rented and passed our 12am together.
So basically, we don't have a very happening new year eve night like last year.
It was a peaceful night. LOL

So, I've been wondering why every year people will list down a long list for their resolutions and I found it funny. Well,-
It's funny that people don't be thankful for the lesson learnt in the past one year yet they always hoping for the new year to arrive. What's the difference?
It's funny how people said that,"I hope 2012 will be a good year for me." How to define a good year? =,=
It's funny how people use new year as a reason to change themselves. Want a change? We can do it anytime! Don't ddly pls.
It's more funny that how people back to their normal life after a few months or days of determination for their resolutions.
That's what I feel.
Of course, writing down our resolutions has became one of the culture or trend, that I can say.
But don't write an eftin' long one. Think of one positive attitude that can covers up your whole bad personalities or habits.

Alright, I should get back to my sheets of paper...
Wish me luck for tomorrow's paper!

p/s: Hey girl, stop imitating. I'm so sick of it.

My best of the best.

2011-12-24T16:59:00.000+08:00

It's Christmas Eve that everyone is talking about today.
First of all, Merry Christmas in advance everyone!
But this is not my main concern, my main concern is to put on a smile on boyfie's face everyday especially today!
Happy Birthday, my macho man.
Basically, all of my plans failed due to the issues I've been dealing with lately.
Had a simple dinner, cake and present.
Hope you don't mind for the unplanned day.
=)

All the way from Amsterdam.

That's the very short update for today.

I gotta go and get ready for tonight's party.

Guts

2011-12-21T02:38:00.000+08:00

My silly coursemates. =D

It's one week exactly before Christmas.
And 2 weeks exactly before we end our Year 2011.
That's what ppl in this world are talking about Christmas gifts and resolutions.
Or part of the ppl in this world are mourning about that Tsunami's victims.

I have a good news.
The good news is boyfie gonna end his training next week and back to town.
We've finally passed this test. More to come I reckon.
Well, let's not worry bout future as long as we're doing good now.

Babe Junee and I were talking about our 1st million recently.
We wonder why those people who are one or two years older than us still talk bout nonsense whenever they came out for night tea session.
Don't they have to work or things to do?
That's what we're thinking currently, "How to earn our 1st million?"
The very 1st thing is networking then we come to our knowledge.

So where should we start with? How are we going to do this?
I've been introduced into a business a year ago and I'm still dilemma in between.
Call me coward.
But someone told me this:

This is so true. No longer a teenager now. So I'll take up all these challenge for a better future.
I think I'll be having a long wishlist for my 21st birthday next year. lol

Jingles jingles

2011-12-09T01:17:00.001+08:00

It's December now!
And days are getting nearer to bf's birthday and my mid term exam. U_U
Happy or cry?
Let's talk about happy stuff 1st.
Let's rewind to last year's December, I went to my virgin trip to Singapore with my babes and boyfie.
Celebrated Christmas and boyfie's birthday in Sg. I've prepared a month earlier for his birthday. =D
Thanks to Tom and Alfred for picking a good restaurant and book places for us too. Failed to custom a cake there as we don't have transport for pick ups so I just give up on the cake.
Asked the babes to get a simple cake for on that day.

And surprisingly, he got surprised! hahaha

IDK what is wrong with me. It's like the cake is poisoning or something. wtf

Then proceed to our "wedding dinner pictures"

Juneebaby and Mr. K

The dovey, Ali and Erica

Rick and Merlin

See! I still think that the cake is poisoning or what... =,=

His dad gave him this and he don't wanna use it. He said it's so rare to see this 1k note. =,=

Showing off his new wallet from me. ehehehe

Lastly, the group pic! =D

After all of the surprises last year.... This year will be a simple one. LOL

As his birthday falls on Christmas eve, so I have to reserve seats a month earlier.

Searched for some fine dine restaurant and I made him pick which restaurant that he wants to dine in.

And I also make him pick for his present this year but he don't want me to waste so much money on the presents, so he didn't give me an answer for it and this caused me in a big dilemma of choosing the pressie.

*canbangwall* So this year no surprise anymore. =P

Wait till next year ba.

Will blog in a while.

Good night.

Sometimes I just have to let them win,

2011-12-07T00:45:00.000+08:00

because I've already got my best.

Happy 14th, boyfie!

You're still the best of the best.

Good luck in your final test and do well in it because you'll be rewarded with the grand prize, "Meet Kelly Wong everyday!"

.......HAHAHA.......

Are you original enough?

2011-11-29T23:55:00.000+08:00

It's our authenticity that attracts others to us not other made up stories about us.

Feelings vs. Words

2011-11-29T00:02:00.000+08:00

Coincidentally boyfie sent me a bbm message while I was about to post this post.

"Broadcast this if you're brave. I will not lie. Ask me 1 question you've always wanted to ask me. GO! Now let's see who is brave enough to ask?"

And the question just crossed over my mind.

I asked,"What do you think about me? (the negative side)"

He answered me and I'm glad that he's being honest.

Which I knew already. HAHA.

Anyway, the situation suits with the quote below:

xoxo,

The Breaking Dawn

2011-11-28T00:28:00.000+08:00

I'm not a big fan of Twilight nor drools over the actors like Edward and Jacob.
But I have to admit that this is the best episode ever.
Or mayb I should put in this way, I totally understand Bella's feelings.
Her dreams came true and after all these obstacles that Edward and Bella had gone through.

And she thought everything is good and she'll live happily ever after but it's totally different.
It was just the beginning of everything,
The adorable half human and vampire baby could take away her life.
She insisted to give birth thou she knew that she'll die.

For me, the climax of the story is when Bella stands up and she can't held the strong baby in her and broke her bones.

She might be turning into a bad and evil vampire but she's brave and I'm glad that she didn't give up on the baby.

I started crying when everyone gave her pressures on giving up that baby included Edward. geez.
I'm a crybaby, I admit it.

Luckily things changed after Edward interacts with the baby.
I can't wait for the part 2 now..

Okay let me end up with the official music video for the movie's theme song.
It's great. Thanks to Christina for the wonderful song. =)

Augmentation

2011-11-26T13:08:00.001+08:00

Start to be in a positive crowd and leave the negative thoughts.

I knew bout this since high school but I'm still surrounded by negative words and people.

When I'm being negative, you'll know why. That's because of my not-peaceful-family and friends.

I'll eventually get influenced by all these negative issues.

Tried to be as positive as I can but it won't last for a long time.

I can stay away from negative friends but I can't stay away from my family.

My dad is having a depression since the world financial crisis and has been consulting psychologist for years.

Thanks to the medicine that he have consumed turn him into another man.

His acts disappointed me seriously.

And once u've taken a psycho med, u'll have to take it till the end of ur day.

His critical thinking is getting worse, memory getting worse, and he's not doing what a director of a company should do.

And I guess I shall end his situation here.

This one big problem branches out a lot of small problems.

But I'm much more luckier than other people.

At least I'm still given education and I don't have to work for my living and stuffs.

I have to declare that they're not spoiling me for god sake.

They do limit my usage so sometimes, I'll sneak out and work without their permission.

They want me to have a good financial plan but I always failed to have one.

So I have to work or save money to buy my own stuffs.

I know I'm in a very negative situation since ever my degree course started.

Most of the days, I cried myself to sleep because I can't sleep and I have to wake up early in the morning.

And I've skipped quite a lot of the classes already.

So I told boyfie that I need to find a way to stop all these.

At 1st, I thought I have to find a way of how wake up in the morning and stop missing classes.

But then, I thought of what is the best way to overcome these.

The very 1st thing- change myself.

So my resolution for 2012 is new self.

To be classy and fabulous.

Please don't have a wrong mindset about the classy word.

Google and define it yourself.

I came across a blog while I'm googling.

I'm inspired and I'm taking step by step to change myself.

Now I'm dare to ask for time. I need time to turn into a new self.

Although I'm not sure about how much time I need, but I definitely wanna improve myself.

and

I'll always try to stuck this quote in my head.

"If you don't like something, change it. If you can't change it, change your attitude. Don't complain." ~Maya Angelou

Besides, I have a link to share.

Do One Thing Different

xoxo,

I GOT INSPIRED!

2011-11-25T23:38:00.000+08:00

Inspired by a blog and it is going to help me a lot.

kellyw

2012 Resolution

2011-11-24T18:33:00.001+08:00

The one and only new year's resolution:

A new self-

Classy and fabulous.

kellyw

Messed up

2011-11-17T01:07:00.000+08:00

Boyfie and I are having an intense stress moment.

He's facing his simulation and I'm facing with tons of uni's work.

Emo.. IKR.

Thou we're having our tough time but we 're still supporting each other's back.

Everything will resume back as normal.

He is still my best of the best.

This picture did made me =)

My all time fav pic. (taken by me) lol

I believe that the God has a better plan for me in the future. I just have to hang on and get rid of these.

Good night.

kellyw

Get to know yourself better

2011-11-16T13:04:00.001+08:00

Juneebaby is back on track (to blogger), and she posted up this personality test again.

I did this test few years back and I found out that this test is superb awesome.

You can try it HERE.

And I just tried it again.

My results:

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

xoxo,

kellyw

Wuhuhuhuhu~

2011-11-13T19:34:00.000+08:00

Boyfie is sleeping comfortably there and I'm doing case study while blogging here. Pathetic.

But he deserves that because he passed his hardest flying test.

CONGRATZ, love!

The phailed surprise day. LOL

xoxo,

kellyw

CRAPS

2011-11-08T21:54:00.000+08:00

Ok, I guess I blog when I'm stress studying halfway.

Thanks to Haji holiday so I can spend one more day with boyfie.

We went to Weissbrau, Pavilion and ordered a tower of Hoegaarden for both of us. A TOWER!

If you got no idea what a tower means, here's a photo of it:

And this thing made me puke like nobody business in the parking. Oh, thank you love.

I'm sucks in drinking but getting better than before after boyfie's training. ~~(I'm sucks at it still)~~ LOL

About the progress of my diet plan, I really saw some changes.

A minor one of course.

I have a straight waistline when I'm fat but now I saw a small curve on my waist now.

I'm adding oil in my studies and diet plan now.

I'll put in my biggest efforts in order to get pretty and get the 1st class honor cert.

LOL

Enough of craps now, just wanna use this opportunity to wish my boyfie

GOOD LUCK!

for tomorrow's flying test.

No stress.

xoxo,

kellyw

Our future

2011-11-06T16:02:00.000+08:00

THIS

is our future.

I've found the one who's willing to fulfill my little wish together. =D

That's our bank. We'll save an amount of money together every month for our wedding plan.

You may think this is childish but it's sweet for me.

At least we prepare earlier than having massive headache when the time comes, right.

Some people may think, why are you so stupid? Why don't you let him bear with all those fees?

And I'll replace my explanation with this is the quote I've found on net:

"Love is not to be purchased, and affection has no price."

and

"There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved."

We talk like best friend and we love like old sweet couples.

But of course, we can't predict the future yet.

It's better to have an aim and preparation than asking why am I stucking in this relationship.

Happy 13th in advance, boyfie.

You know I love you.

xoxo,

kellyw

If human can transfer energy to each other.

2011-11-03T12:33:00.000+08:00

I tend to get emotional easily since ever the class commenced.

The biggest factor is the stress that I couldn't handle in such short time.

With the sucky timetable which starts at 8am and ends at 6pm almost everyday killed my skin cells.

I'm having panda eyes because I have to wake up at 5.30am for 4 days in a week and I reached home around 7pm, get my stuffs done and settle down.

Get the lecture notes and tutorial questions printed and make sure I've done all of the tutorial questions before I jump to my bed.

Sometimes when I get really stressed, I forced myself to go for a chilling session with friends but I'll superb exhaust already.

There my life goes.

It has been repeated for a month plus already. I'm getting bored and stressed out.

Thank God for having a week of sem break last week but it's not enough seriously.

I have to do my assignment still. They come in bulks at a time. No joke.

At the same time, Mum came to town just to visit me so I've to accompany her too.

I don't have a holiday actually.

Due to the holidays I had last week, I've started to missed lectures and classes because of overslept.

This brings me more stress because once I've missed them, I have to do a lot of catch ups which stress me more and more.

My happy days will be on the weekends which boyfie will be back in town.

But sometimes when he couldn't come back and friends are not free on the weekend, I'll just stay at home and get questions like,"Why are you home on weekends?"

Pathetic right?

And I'm doing my Econs tutorial questions for tomorrow before the class starts at 2pm later.

I'm stucked in between now. =,=

That's tiring.

Oh, by the way, today is my dad and stepmum's 10th wedding anniversary.

Happy anniversary. =)

kellyw

How old is your body? I'm 23.

2011-11-02T17:01:00.001+08:00

Blogging instead of doing Econ's article summary. o.O
Just leave that aside for a while since I've done halfway.

Well, regarding the topic that I wanna talk about today is how old is our body.
Is it older than what we're supposed to be or is it younger?
I believe that most of you knew bout this matter but not concern bout it.
And I'm not doing some advertisement here. I'm just to share since I find nothing to do now.

So yea, I'm officially a Herbalife consumer right now.
That sounds familiar right. For those who don't know what is it about, here's the link:
http://www.herbalifeww.com/my/index.asp
A lot of friends have been introducing me this Herbalife thingy but it's too expensive for a poor student like me.
Until the boyfie starts to consume and see his before&after, Juneebaby's feedback and stepmum started to consume too.
Some of the other consumers pointed out their flaws but most of the consumers gave a good feedback. So consume at your own risk! haha

Everyone should have an aim to achieve if they're consuming this and obviously my aim is to slim down la...
Honestly, I've tried a lot of types of diet pill, diet powder and all kind of diet plan but all failed and wasted LOTSA money. =,=
That's stupid, I know and I never believe in those stupid diet pills anymore.
They're effective but at the same time, they shrink my boobs too. *slapface*
I've tried to go to the gym, cut down the portion of my meal. It's either I don't have the time or I can't control myself for the wonderful food. ~~Lots of excuses.~~
I'm putting on weight since I started dating with boyfie. Too bliss until I've gained +-5kg.
And I don't even dare to accept any job offers like to be a model for Nikon's photography class or blogshop model and stuffs like that.

~~So since I've been dream of joining Miss Astro 2012,~~ I've decided to start the Herbalife weight management plan.
And I went to Herbalife's breakfast shop this morning to measure my weight and to get them to teach me how to drink that shake to achieve my ideal weight.
My weight is currently 57.9kg with 164cm tall. My IBM are normal but not the FATS living in my body.
The ideal percentage of my body is 21.9% to 23% if i'm not mistaken, and I'm having the freaking 29% of fats in my body which is almost obsese now.
And my body is at the age of 23 because of the fats contain in my body.
Let's see if there's any improvement in a month time. =)

Why can't I write that long in my summary? =(((
Okay, back to work now.

p/s: I miss you.

xoxo,

kellyw

That's It.

2011-10-25T02:59:00.007+08:00

I didn't dot that 2 moles on my face, they followed me since idk when which I hate them so much.

I've been always telling my friends that I've lived enough lately.

I just need to study to get a 1st class honor cert and get a job as a financial analysis.

Have a stable financial and own a business when I'm bored of my job.

Then, get married with my love one and have kids and own a happy family.

I will be rest in peace in the coffin if I achieved all these in my life.

Oh yea, pls let me travel to some beautiful countries before I die pls. =x

After they heard what I've told them, their eyes are BIG as if they're going to roll out.

Haha. I'm not joking, kay. Since I can't have my own dreams, so I have to plan out another plan for my future la, right?

They'll then asked what happened to me and stuffs like that.

Well, life is short I know but don't you feel bored of repeating the same over and over again every single day?

I think the days that I wouldn't feel bored is when I'm preparing for my marriage and pregnancy moment.

I know I sound like a 40 years old virgin who can't get a life out there but hey, that's what I feel right now.

I'm bored of life. I can't find what's the meaning of life anymore.

Before that, I wanna confess that I'm not bored of the people I'm having around me.

I'm just bored of the things that we have to do everyday.

Look at some of the people out there, they're looking good today and they leave the world tomorrow without achieving their aims.

I don't ask for more, in order for me to RIP is by achieving all my aims and goals.

My x-colleague said I'm lack of adventurous. My life is being too stable, too neutral.

I found that true but that's what I want.

You see, I don't club, I don't smoke, I don't play pool/snookers, I can't drink much, the only max things I do is shisha and chill out with friends.

Vacations probably will brighten up my dull days but I don't have the $$$ and tik tok unless I'm born with a genius brain and get a good job which gives high pay la.

I know, no pain no gain but what's in my mindset is, what's the point of living when we all have the only one ending which is, 'death'.

I'm sure a lot of ppl gonna comment on that statement but I'm still standing on my point.

What's the point???

Haha, okay. I shall stop crapping here.

Boyfie gonna whack me for pointing this point over and over again.

But before I end this post, let me present you this quote:

"Believe nothing. No matter where u read it or who said it, even if I said it, unless it agrees with your own reason & common sense." -Buddha

Good night! Till then.

xoxo,

kellyw

We're One

2011-10-07T15:22:00.005+08:00

My King

I get unlimited love from this man throughout this whole year.

He never love less but more and more each day.

But of course, I've been such a good girlfriend for him to love me more each day right? *evil smile*

Nah, just joking. He's the one who being so understanding and spoiled me like a queen.

This man is my all time best listener since we were friends.

He'll just swallow whatever complains that I just wallop to him everyday.

Maybe he'll feel bored or annoying but he never stop me from doing so.

He's also the one who keep teasing me and put on laughter on my face.

I admit that he seldom/rare sweet talk but he proves me with his actions.

"Actions speak louder than words." That's what we call.

365 days just flied like that and more to come.

Happy 1st Anniversary, love.

With love,

kellyw

Back to Basic

2011-09-27T00:08:00.005+08:00

Spot the difference!

I've finally decided to dye my hair dark colour like almost black.

Believe it or not. I dye my hair for idk how many time since I graduate from high school.

Is time for a break after 3 years of spoiling my hair. =D

And also it's time for my to have a healthy body!

Ditch pills and maintain a healthy diet.

I even started to drink collagen now. Well, I'm not young anymore.

I don't wanna look like an old woman before the age of 30 and nobody wants me. HAHA

Oh ya, I've been practicing to be on bed as early as I can. (but not these 2 weeks la)

I do feel difference in me when I sleep early and wake up early.

It's refreshing!

Basically I'm having 2 and half months of holidays which is going to end now.

Nothing much in these 2 months except working in dad's new company is tiring.

At least I earned money better than use the money and doing nth at home right.

Soon, I'll be back to Taylor's for my degree. Like next week, yea.

And I'll be complaining about assignments and studies here next month. haha..

I keep rewinding the past lately and I found that I actually learnt a lot of things from there.

I'll never forget how I lived in these 20 years.

2012 is coming soon, so I'll be moving on another stage of life.

At the moment, I have a very good boyfriend, very good friend and kinda good life.

These are the very basic in life and thank God I had them all.

I'm blessed.

loves,

kellyw

To Arthur!

2011-09-21T00:37:00.001+08:00

I almost forgotten that I have a blog!

How are you? And you.. AND YOU!

I'm doing good. Have been working since holidays start.

There it goes my 3 months holiday.

Going back to uni in 2 weeks time! I'm pretty excited. =D

Actually I drop by just to ask,

Who's going to Arthur's Day this Friday?

Don't say Hi if you saw me there. I won't entertain you.

HAHA, Just joking okay.

kthxbye.

Till the next post.

SOON!

He keeps me shinning

2011-07-11T02:13:00.007+08:00

I'm having finals in hours later!

Yeah, at 2pm and I'm still revising. =X

Don't get me wrong, not last minute work but to go through once again.

Anyway, just wanna post a short update here.

Babe Junee is off to Adelaide last sat and we're missing her badly.

She'll only be back in 6 months later. This is sad.

Partially, I'm busy with my assignments and revision while the love is busy with his training in another state.

And we couldn't believe that we too concentrate in our studies till we've forgotten that we actually missed our 9th monthsary.

Without realizing the time, we've been together for 9 months and we're putting more love for each other.

He did missed my birthday for our 1st year but I'm happy enough to get wishes and surprise by friends this year.

At least he's sparing most of his free time to me when he have chance to come back to town.

I bet that majority of the guys can't do so, but as for him, he'll just purposely stop by and see me even for a minute and he's happy. And of course, I'm happy too. *blushes*

All man make promises but only him, the one who keeps them.

He'll try his very best to put on a smile on my face but eventually I'll just smile when I see his lovely face.

We went through the hardest moment last month and he doesn't let me down.

And I never doubt about his love towards me.

Love Me Tender

2011-06-19T04:01:00.003+08:00

I know I've been MIA lately but too much things happened lately which I can handle at a time.

And the love and I had just gone through a big test this week.

But we're holding on still after a big test that given by God and we hold even tighter than before.

It's hard, really hard but my cutediotic never stop supporting me and be on the line no matter how inconvenient he is.

I can give up everything but I know I shouldn't make myself to the depression stage.

Always look wider for better day and future with my own loving family and successful career, isn't it?

But give me some time, is not that you can heal in days after a big thing happened in your life.

Since after all these things happened, we do really appreciate each other more and we'll have a good life in future, right sayang?

I gtg. Time for assignments and snore.

Till then.

xoxo,

kellyw

The Newcomer

2011-05-26T02:53:00.003+08:00

She says, Bonjour! Je suis Candy!

Sorry, has been influenced a lot by Junee who's learning French now.

We're loving French language! =D

By the way, Candy just joined our family for about 2 months ago if I'm not mistaken.

Strongly object for bringing a puppy back when my dad wants a puppy. (due to some reasons)

Not until I saw her.

I have a very complex feeling when I saw her, but I've so used to her presence now.

She's so lucky to have a sister like me. =x

She's really cute till sayang couldn't resist her cuteness. Haha.

2011-05-20T02:37:00.005+08:00

We have our very own way.

The Strangest Book, Not Anymore.

2011-05-16T04:03:00.006+08:00

You've written my story orderly. You've insert my chapter into your book. Now I'm the main role. An important soul.

Oh boy,

2011-05-10T00:53:00.002+08:00

Define and know yourself.

Are you one of them?

NO DOUBT

2011-04-16T12:45:00.005+08:00

This guy:

who never failed to put on a smile on my face every single day.

He gives more than he takes, I think. =)

He just know what I need and want at most time.

He'll fulfilled his promises that he made to me. (Not immediately, but at least he remembers and he fulfills them.)

He proves me by his actions more than his words.

He told me that he's not a romantic person but he has no idea on how romantic he is.

He'll tell me the truth after his white lies or craps.

He waited for me for 5 hours outside my house just to wait me to be home. (That's the biggest war we had.)

He'll never leave me unhappy or alone after we had our arguments.

He'll peak my expression after he scanned girls at the public places when we're together.

He's willing to be my listener and he's really a good listener.

He'll just popped up in front of me from nowhere when he's far away.

Ok, shall stop listing out now.

Well, there're too many things that he gives in this relationship.

This is what people often tell me this,"Omg, I heard pilot always have affair with the stewardess."

I won't deny that I'm not worry but I'll answer them that I trust him. Or else I wouldn't be with him.

Pilots will have affairs with stewardess, doctors will have affairs with nurse, lawyers will have affairs with client, singers will have affair with singers, models will have affairs with models, businessman will have affairs with secretary and etc etc.

I couldn't stop him from doing so if he wants to but I'm pretty sure that he knows what to do and what no to.

But he did not make me worry or think too much thou he's not in the town.

I feel so blissful and happy. Fall in love with this guy is amazing. I'm loving him more day by day.

And we compromise each other in our very own way.

Happy belated 6th monthsary, love. =)

We're Changing

2011-03-16T02:58:00.007+08:00

Can't believe that time runs this fast.

And things are changing from time to time included me.

Darling K asked me a question yesterday night, which I don't have an answer but a special feeling.

It's March, soon April, May and then, the end of 2011.

_________________________________________________________________________________________________________

People are wondering- 2012 is true? The end of the world?

I don't know, I choose not to believe it because I wanna complete my tasks, my aims and the purpose of my life before I leave this world.

We feel sad for all the disasters happened recently.

Aus-NZ-Jap, is this a sign from God that we have to be prepared to die?

Stop all these bullshits, pls.

We're afraid to die, but we should appreciate our life now instead of worrying bout the end of the world.

Frankly, I never read news or video clips bout Japan's disaster except Twitter and conversation with friends.

I know that I can't handle my feelings well when I know too much especially if I watch those video clips, so I choose not to see or read.

I can only pray to God to bless them and hope they can stay strong to go thru this disaster.

And dear God, pls bless the world too.

2011-03-12T15:04:00.004+08:00

He just appeared in front of me when I need him the most! =D

2011-03-11T00:52:00.001+08:00

这是我自己的选择就由我自己来负责。

The Contents Become A Packaging

2011-03-09T16:02:00.007+08:00

Watch your thoughts, for they become words.

Watch your words, for they become actions.

Watch your actions, for they become habits.

Watch your habits, for they become character.

Watch your character, for it becomes your destiny.

=D + ='(

2011-03-07T01:07:00.004+08:00

It's the 7th, love.

The every 1st week of the every month is our special day.

Happy 5th monthsary, sayang.

I can tell just by the way you hold me that I mean so much to you, you make me feel so special when I'm with you.

I hope you know how much you really mean to me - you're the reason why I get up in the morning, the reason why I do all the things I do because of how you treat me.

You are so special and I wish with all my heart that I truly am the one for you, I wouldn't want it any other way.

You are my best friend, my boyfriend, my everything, and you mean the world to me.

You are one in a million, love.

This is the first 7th that we can't spend together and i know we might not celebrate every 7th that we have, but I'm blissful enough to have a simple brunch with you yesterday and knowing how much is your love towards me.

I love you.

Loves,

The Queen

DEAR BLOG,

2011-03-03T02:09:00.005+08:00

I knew that I never did this to you since the day I opened you up.

I own my rules, I have my principles.

But for everyone's sake except myself, I've broken my promises towards you.

Which will be the only once and last.

I'll respect you for giving me the space to express, to show, to feel what I felt.

I don't care if the posts have been drafted or posted, they meant something to me once and I left their marks on you.

Thanks for allowing me to do so and accompanying me all these while.

I'm sorry. =)

Lotsa loves,

kellyw

Oh Bitch,

2011-02-27T13:56:00.002+08:00

you bueh paiseh and we also bueh tahan with you.

Yes, you BITCH.

Stop creating problems and perasan'ing.

(but I'm sure you'll say us perasan'ing as well)

You know yourself whether you're perasan'ing or not.

Mess up more with us will never bring you any benefits but worsen the ending.

Don't say I never warn you.

NOT THE END, IT'S JUST THE BEGINNING

2011-02-27T13:25:00.006+08:00

It has been 2 months since he defer his training.

And now, it's time to say all the best to him.

We have to be separated for 9 months from 100 miles away which is a =( thing.

But at the same time, I'm happy for him.

So is a combination of =D and =( feeling. ugh

Anyway, I'm appreciating these last few days before he go for his training.

Loves,

kellyw

F.Y.I.

2011-02-25T14:40:00.002+08:00

i. I DON'T CLUB

IDK why. So, stop asking. It annoys me.

ii. IDK how to put on eye shadow

Learning in progress but I barely get the idea how.

iii. I don't look like my age

People who don't know me guessed 3-5 years older than my age by judging on my look.

iv. I have HOT and LIGHT PINK walls for my room

My friends said that they can't accept it especially the boyfie. Ishh..

v. I love Hello Kitty

I but the merchandise but I don't use them. LOL

vi. I prefer elegant more than beautiful things

Well different people, different view.

vii. I love the people who I care for

But, if you failed to get my attention. Sorry la, I have reasons for that.

viii. I hate explaining

If I explain, this means you're the special one or I'm concern with the matter. So listen concentratively if I'm explaining something.

ix. I must wake up with a good mood

Or else, you'll have to face my temper. Aha, but I'll control as much as I can.

x. Don't mess with my 6th sense a.k.a. instinct

I don't wanna frighten you with it. 95% right all the time.

Loves,

kellyw

I GOT IT

2011-02-24T03:13:00.003+08:00

Oh people, don't put too much expectation on me.

Oh people, don't worry about things that you're not supposed to.

Oh people, stop putting judgement on what you're seeing from the surface.

Oh people, don't stress me out when you have nothing to do.

I know what to do because this is my life.

At least, I won't let myself fall and die.

JUST ANOTHER WRITER

2011-02-23T01:55:00.006+08:00

Just pretend that you're in a story line.

Be as tough and as mystery as the main character in that book. Because we own our own story book and write it as thick as we wanted.

PRICELESS

2011-02-20T15:47:00.006+08:00

As you guys know, Valentine's Day is a love celebration between 2 person who loving each other.

And so, I'm spending this special day with a special person a week ago.

1st stop- Café Café

This is a very Victorian style and romantic restaurant which suitable for couples to dine there. As if you're in a cozy cottage in the old times. I've been thinking of to dine there one day until some dramatic thingys happened previously and I don't fancy this place anymore. Not until the love mentioned bout this restaurant again and he brought me there on this special day. No regrets for agreeing him to dine in this restaurant. So, there we are on that night and sayang surprised me with a bouquet of flowers before we go down from the car.

Say hi to mua fav pink roses

Pixies in da restaurant. Sorry for the blurring pics. Blame da camera, I've tried my best to adjust the settings but still.....

Say hi to my busy man too

A red rose was given to each of the females in the restaurant

And he failed to surprise me with the present when he's trying hard to pull it off from his pocket. =D He even blame me for peeping him doing so. So he has no other choice or hide and passed me the present. You'll never know how sweet and cute can he be.

His white wine

And mine

Here comes the dessert. Yummeh

This is the best! Is a must try.

Our toast

2nd stop- GSC Pavilion

We went for movie 'No Strings Attached' after our din din. As usual, we always late for movies. IDK why. And we wished each other Happy V's Day in the cinema. LOL

Unwrapped the present in the car. Tada!

3rd stop- Kelly's Home Sweet Home

Surprises haven't stop yet.

The King: Eh, you left your things in my car bonnet. Go and take it.

Me: *curious* Huh? Did I left anything? (in the car bonnet some more)

Without thinking anything much, I opened it and woah!

And these lovely and adorable cupcakes too!

Message from love

Time to unwrapped this.

Is my fav Hello Kitty!

I'm really surprised with what he did for me on that night.

There're priceless that no one could ever afford them.

I love you, sayang. =)

We love,

We argued,

We compromise,

We understand each other more day by day,

And most importantly, we accepted each other who we are.

Loves,

kellyw

PEOPLE

2011-02-17T16:49:00.002+08:00

tends to point at your mistakes. (ONLY)

Never appreciate or feel grateful to have you by their side as they thought we're supposed to be this way.

They look on the external and they thought they know us well in the internal but they're wrong.

Totally wrong.

In another point, they care bout us and train us to be better but doesn't mean that they can insult the existence of us.

您以为十年就可以了解一个人吗？

对不起，恐怕你需要一辈子去了解我这个人。

SINCERELY

2011-02-16T21:51:00.007+08:00

I'm kinda independent since my parents divorce, I think. LOL

Only my besties know how independent am I.

(but I can't be independent when my boyfie is with me unless we had a fight)

Well, ppl will apologize when they knew bout the divorce and re-married thingy.

But I'm really fine with it so I don't think that they need to do so.

Honestly, I'm glad that I'm the only one child of my parents because I don't wish to have brothers sisters who share the pain with me when parents are separated.

~~(but I've always wished to have an elder sister/brother to lead me and take care of me)~~

At some of the time I'll think that it would be great if I'm not born into the world so they will have no regrets and guiltiness towards me.

But I have to thank to GOD for all these plans because I have 2 extra great people who give me love all these years- stepmum and stepdad

Thanks to my grandma too, who never failed to take care of me since I was BORN.

She gave me the greatest love thou she insulted and nagged me.

I know she cares. =)

And I'm lucky enough that I've waken myself up to turn back from the edgy road when I'm a teenager.

Believe it or not, I have ugly histories which they can't be erased or formatted.

So, I forced myself to fit in a new, clean situation after that but everything turned worse.

~~I even tried to commit suicide to cure my endless pain~~, but I met supportive ppl (even the hi bye friends) from time to time and I'm out from this disaster thingy.

That was crazy.

Since after all these dramatical happening matters, here I am.

Apparently, I'm just a noobie girl who just turned to a lil smart girl now. =)

At the same time, I'm still learning how to understand more different types of people in this world.

This is just the beginning of my real life.

TQVM, GOD.

I love you more than I hate you, seriously.

You made me to become a tougher girl.

Loves,

kellyw

1, 2.....

2011-02-15T16:59:00.001+08:00

After all these happening days, is time to settle down and blog.

This is going to be a long post.

And it "eats" time to upload all this pictures as they're in ori unedited size.

So here comes the day 2 in Singapore.

We actually have to arrive at 9am in Dhouby Gaut MRT station but obviously sayang and I can't make it that early. (Sayang and I owned a nickname which is "momo couple.")

They thought we're having a sweet time to be prepared but they're wrong la..

We actually slept late and rushing out after well-prepared.

Back to the topic.

We reached about 10am++ and we got tet by them for being late. =X

We've tried our best to reach on time by taking a cab to the station.

And so, we started our day by having McDonald's as our breakfast.

Pixies are up now!

I still prefer Malaysia McD's chili.

Introducing u the tet tet Erica and her cousin, Merlin.

My darling K

My Juneebaby

Here comes the "laughing" part

See... She's good in expressing the actions.

And she has a very LOUD voice too!

Oh yea, Merlin is our tour guide for the trip. Thank u!

..... I'm laughing non-stop while noming....

They have this special concern notice.. Nice

And before we leave, we set an itinerary for the whole trip.

Found this shop (popcorn lover like me) while we're otw to....

Esplanade!

All about art.

Emo wall post =/

3D effect

We tet, we g, we ding dong bell

We're still sisters no matter what happens

I'm lame I know but I wanna show u the pretty stars

Spot the white balloons flooding on the sea. Me love!

This is the reason why there're balloons there. They write their wish and throw it to the sea.

Marina Bay =)

Esplanade

The Eye

I wish I'm taller.. 164 is nothing now.

Take 2

LZS act cool kah? =D

The water stinks!

Spotted the blue guitar

Offering help for others

Sexy back. LMAO

Quick snap of his cute funny faces.

Laughing over the poster.. HAHA

I wish we're on the truck at that moment. Tired of walking and finding our next stop.

This is LOVE!

After IDK how many minutes we walked, we finally found this sign!

Our next stop which I'll blog bout it next time. =P

p/s: Took hours to upload these pixies.

2011-02-14T04:37:00.003+08:00

I had a wonderful night and thanks for all the things u've done.

This is the best Valentine's Day that I ever had.

I'm touched and appreciate your efforts, love.

I heart you!

LIL THING THAT MADE MY DAY

2011-02-13T14:39:00.003+08:00

WE CLING

2011-02-09T00:46:00.004+08:00

in an extraordinary situation.

After a year of friendship, it turned to a special relationship.

We just passed our 4th monthsary and there're more monthsarysssss to go.

This is part of my life which you'll be surprised,

this is our feelings that you couldn't feel,

this is the way we look if you don't feel right.

And you'll never know, only we know how it works.

With love,

kellyw

FEB-TA-BU-LOUS

2011-02-01T00:43:00.002+08:00

Familiar with the topic of the post huh?

For those who had watched Homecoming, they'll know what is it but I've changed to Feb instead of Fan. =D

So, that's the end of Jan 2011 and welcoming the Feb and of course, the CNY what I've waiting for too and and the very 1st Valentine's Day with my love as well.

Has been going out almost everyday for the whole month as I'm still holidaying till March.

What a lifeless me. *aha*

Say me useless or envy me for having holidays for 4 months, up to u.

What can I say about Jan. *uhm*

- I learnt how to play mahjong after so many years.

- Cut down shisha since the place has been moved.

- Organised a ~~failed~~ surprise farewell party on our 3rd monthsary.

- He gave me back a last minute surprise by appearing in front of my hse on the day he was supposed to be in his training and got to know that he is deferring his training to March.

- Personal private stuffs happened and I'm helpless.

Basically, I'm having a eat, drink, play, joy life.

It's going to stop soon. =S

So I'm going to enjoy as much as I can.

I know I still owe the SG posts that I was supposed to post.

Will be back in a bit.

PROCESS

2011-01-28T17:18:00.004+08:00

I met a new friend last month and never decide to spill out what's happening to me until today, she came to me and I shared.

I can see that she has a pure and beautiful heart.

We've been thru the same thing and thanks for being a good listener.

I appreciate.

Thank GOD I'm able to hold back my tears and share with a big smile from my heart.

Not much but I've improved.

I am ready for this, I guess?

WHAT'S IN MY WORDS

2011-01-28T01:02:00.003+08:00

Every word owns its own meaning.

Words are incredible.

We use them to communicate, to express, to imply and we're using them every single day.

But do you actually know what I'm typing this?

It's just because I have a meaning behind these words.

Which you'll never know.

kellyw

WE MADE IT HAPPENED!

2011-01-26T00:10:00.000+08:00

~~*Blogged and drafted for days*~~ That's my style. >,<

It has been a while that I blogged bout things happening around me.

And this time I'm going to blog about my last few days in Year 2010.

I'm away from town to SINGALAND!

Guess what, I never been to Singapore in these nineteen years.

I always don't fancy Singapore as I heard that the people there are ~~selfish and LC~~ but surprisingly, they're not.

Thanks to tet tet queen, Erica for insisting this trip happens and I'm happy that Babe Junee and Darling Karen can mix well with the gang too! ;)

So eventually, I lost my 1st time to Singapore to the gang and my love.

Alright, let's start with Day 1!

Oh before that, Juneebaby and Darling K went one day earlier due to the exceed demand for the bus tic on the 23rd.

On the 23rd, Ali, sayang and I went by bus and Erica went by car with her family.

Epic of the day.

ERICA NG JOE YIN forgotten her passport and luckily we can get her passport before we leave but she gonna wait till we reached Johor and pass to her.

Another epic one.

We almost missed the bus! That's a big phew.

The bus has to wait for us for 10mins if I'm not mistaken. *paiseh betul*

No photos for day1 as we're zzzzz in the bus for the whole day.

We reached at SG around 10plus, I think and we tried our best to get the cab to check in to the room.

Due to the no-taxi-would-like-to-stop-by-us and we're hell hungry, we got no choice.

We gotta take the big luggage with us to the restaurant. *troublesome*

After we had our dinper, we try to get a cab again but IDK why is that hard to get a cab.

Super moodless and tired.

At last we got the cab and sent Ali to her cousin sis's hse 1st then sayang and I to the boutique hotel.

We ended up reached the room at 12.03am.

GUESS WHAT?

When I look at the time, I was like,~~"DIE!~~ IT'S SAYANG'S BIRTHDAY!!!"

And I remember that I asked him to sit properly on the bed,

The King: Why? What happened?

Me: Happy birthday!

The King: Huh?? *look at the time* Oh... Like this also can.

Haha, we're actually exhausted and "pek cik" so I don't expect any respond from him.

But I am glad that I'm the first one who wish him personally. =)

And and and,

Me: Do you want your present?

The King: I thought you say you didn't buy for me?

Me: *hahaha* Is in my luggage bag. Search yourself.

The King: *search search search, he found it but* Don't give me 1st ba.

Me: ???? HUH??? you found it and you don't want it anymore? *weird*

So, I was thinking, what is wrong with the present... =/

And hypnotize myself that he's tired and he wanted to sleep.

That's the hectic day and night.

Will blog bout Day2 soon!

BRB.

xoxo,

kellyw

WHEN WORDS MISMATCH WITH ACTIONS

2011-01-23T18:59:00.002+08:00

I'm not going to play with colours when I blog.

Opps, I just did it.

What will you feel when a person told you this but she/he did that?

A simple example above this.

Feel it yourself.

xoxo,

kellyw

SIMPLEST THING WE COULD EVER DO

2011-01-23T04:11:00.007+08:00

Eat, Pray, Love.

How many of you can do these everyday?

Sinful acts.

Have you ever count or think how sinful r u for all these years in your life?

Lesson.

Do you really change after you get a big lesson from life?

Timing.

Stop using this as an excuse because it ticks no matter what happen.

Sincerity.

How sincere are you towards everything today? Stop being hypocrites, human.

Lies.

Sometimes, you just gotta face it instead of avoiding. This is not a credit card that you can just void.

Optimistic.

Open up your heart and take whatever you deserves but at the same time, you have to give too.

Prove it.

Words ain't strong enough to prove what you're going to achieve. Stop explaining and take advises to prove what you got.

Perfection.

Try your best is more than enough.

The Shade.

Stop letting the black shadow following you. Leave it and move on.

Most importantly: Family, Love & True Friends.

xoxo,

kellyw

UGLY TRUTH

2011-01-17T04:24:00.007+08:00

*CLICK TO ENLARGE IMAGE*

Happening, EPIC. *SLAP FACE*

What you did, what's your purpose, you know, I know.

I did not told others that you sms me oftenly but at 1st you did then lesser till none, ok?

You should be clearly what u sms-ed me and you said you sms me because you still treated me as friend. Those msgs were just greetings...

If those were greetings, you wouldn't sms-ed my mum,"Take good care of yourself. I will miss you and Kelly always."

Are you going to say that you're sending the wrong msg to the wrong person?

And I'm not expecting you to patch back thou so, stop dreaming that I think so pls.

Don't make me LMAO or ROFL.

And Mr. Adult, when did I comment your life for GOD SAKE?

I dare you to say that you ain't satisfied that I've spilt out part of your scandals so you're that "nervous".

Since you said I'm naive, why do you calculate with a naive kid here, MR. ADULT. (as if)

Well, talk about POWER now. Can I say Oh My God now?

Showed you my power? I wouldn't waste my power to this kind of people especially those who don't deserve or fit in my life anymore.

I don't need someone to praise me,"wow you are so great!" on this lame thingy case.

You know, as usual, I just don't give a damn on what people said.

I know myself. I know where I'm standing now.

AND AND AND! I always bear in mind that WE have 0% feeling to each other since after the dramas you've made.

YES! I'm ruining your reputation now. If you care bout your reputation, stop your so called "adult working man's dramas" and prove me wrong. No, prove your girlsssssssssss wrong.

You're just another pass-byer in my life, Mr. Adult. I can still chill around with my ex but not you, so sorry.

You'll just ended up ugly if you mess up with my feelings. Awww~ =D

WELL,

2011-01-14T12:38:00.005+08:00

I CAN'T STOP

stalkers from stalking my life especially my boyfie and love life.

I shall thanks to you guys for sparing your time to care bout my stuffs.

I do living a great life now.

One more info for the stalkers,

I have a nickname- DDY Queen. =)

Go and search the hidden meaning for yourself.

But if you try to dig info from my boyfie or give false information to him and try to spoil our relationship,

go ahead then,

because if our relationship can be spoiled by you, I don't need to be in this anymore.

I might need to thanks to you too.

But sorry, I have faith in him.

I DON'T CARE

about my past especially bout my ex-boyfriend,

who still bugging my mum and I till last month and I'm glad that he can finally stop now.

To his spy, go tell him bout this. I would glad to let him know bout this.

If he says that I'm lying, who cares.

It's has been half a year we broke off,

so I don't wish to know more bout his betrayals and lies which he did behind me previously.

What's the point?

It's a full stop of him.

Don't agree with his betrayals and lies?

Continue to be his friend and if he finds you cute,

he'll trap you in his beautiful sweet lies promises trap.

You'll know by then.

Good luck, beautiful and cute ladies!

xoxo,

kellyw

YOU WILL NEVER KNOW,

2011-01-11T17:20:00.002+08:00

what surprise did he gave me yesterday.

He is deferring his training and staying back in KL!

Having him here with me is the best thing ever.

*BIG SMILE*

ALTHOUGH IS JUST 100 MILES

2011-01-09T16:15:00.002+08:00

Take good care, love.

♡

BE TRUE

2011-01-09T15:47:00.002+08:00

Do you realise that every word that came out from your mouth is only word?

Only actions will be able to prove your words...

Your world will never influence mine anymore but I feel sympathy to the next victim.

Not to say you're a failure, you're almost a successful person.

The biggest problem of yours- SELFISH

You thought you're the one who give all you have but you didn't.

You didn't give what you're supposed to give.

Necessities are just the things that you gave. That's what you gave.

You give the money but you take a true heart.

You may attracts a lot of ppl's attention but who really knows the other side of yours,

you know, I know.

Don't only judge and blame on your love's side.

But also think of your side and what makes your love's being this way.

Don't act like a philosopher when you can't even open your heart to your loves one.

Remember, once you've leave a scar on your love's heart, it'll never be cured ever again.

Remember, once you've lost your love's trust, you'll never be trusted again.

Remember, you may forgiven for once or twice or thrice or etc, you'll be left behind one day.

Remember, once you've treated your love like a toy, your love will get stronger and smarter.

p/s: Not referring to my love for sure.

kellyw

I CLOSE MY EYES,

2011-01-08T16:27:00.003+08:00

Spot the love shape (taken on new year eve, credits to E.N.J.o.Y.)

I can hold your hand securely to where you lead me to;

I close my eyes,

I have a shoulder to lie on comfortably;

I close my eyes,

I hear your soft whispers in my ears;

I close my eye,

I feel you sincerity.

I close my eyes,

I have confidence in you,

Even you'll not be here for me that often anymore.

I'll be an independent girl till you're back for me to depend on again.

COUNTING ON

2011-01-07T03:11:00.004+08:00

People said when you step into the 3rd month of your relationship, the relationship will be different.

Different as in not that sticky to each other and the feeling will be a lil bit faded as both are used to each other.

That's bullshit.

If it's going to fade why some other ppl said that to build a true love, both will build more love and commit to each other?

That's human being. Funny eh.

Anyway, Happy 701 sayang!

xoxo,

kellyw

TO SOMEONE SPECIAL

2011-01-04T15:41:00.001+08:00

When you smile
My life becomes a ray of light
Sing me a lullaby
To sleep at midnight
I’ll be hypnotized
When looked into your eyes
Turn off the room light
Let’s spend the night

* Take me to far away
Away to your secret place
Take my tears my fears
Take all my pain
For which I’ll repay someday
With a kiss and say
Can’t believe that I’m in love
In love again

When the stars don’t shine
And when the birds don’t fly
And when the flowers cry
And when the rain runs dry
When the violet’s red
And when the rose turns blue
Baby I’m still in love with you

Repeat *,*

SOMETHING SIMPLE YET SWEET

2011-01-04T14:21:00.005+08:00

Never failed to make me smile thou I'm having a boring day.

It's 4th of January now.

6 days before he starts his journey.

6 days before we start our test.

C'mon, is not that bad right?

1-1-2011

2011-01-01T18:28:00.004+08:00

My very 1st post of the year starts now. aha

Happy New Year, people!

Is new year and let's get started!

I had a new year eve night with besties and the love, as usual and I'm grateful that I can spend 2 special occasions with them together last year. *awesome*

Back to last night, we actually had a BBQ session at rabbit a.k.a. darling k's hse and celebrated our Rick Chua's 21st too.

Then, we met up Ali Yong who can't join us for BBQ session cause of her parents rented 2 roooms at Crowne Plaza.

So, we decided to end our night there by playing some games and alcohol session.

The best of moment of the night was when the fireworks appear.

I feel so blissful when the fireworks started to perform in front of us and the love says,"Happy New Year." then giving me his first kiss on my lips in Year 2011.

Here's another one when we get back to the room. *blush*

Well, a brand new year is here.

A tough one for me but I'm ready for it.

2010-12-31T03:40:00.001+08:00

There is nothing to be sad about here.

This will be the last post for the year.

Happy New Year Eve, peeps!

xoxo,

kellyw

NOW OR NEVER

2010-12-30T02:43:00.007+08:00

Today is the 2nd last day of Year 2010.

Have you left anything behind? If you do, hurry up and do it before its too late.

I don't wish that Year 20Eleven comes that fast but at the same time I don't wanna stuck in Year 20Ten. That's sucks, I know.

What to do.. Time wouldn't stop for anyone of us. It'll just tick, tick and tick non-stop.

What can I say bout 20Ten?

Hmm.. It's a year that I learnt more bout life.

The lessons I had were priceless.

From family to studies then love and friends.

It's another 365 days, dude. I shall move on to 2011 thou I felt that it is not a good year for me.

But honestly, I'm not ready for it.

I'm trying to be positive all the same, never failed but when I'm being too positive, that's the moment that I'm avoiding problems. Bet that no one knows bout this. =)

I tried to be emo when I'm down sometimes but I've used to protect my own heart from being emo, so yea. That's what I've learnt since last 6 months.

But when you see me emo nemo, this means that I'm really down. Down to the max which I can't resist anymore, which I can go insane anytime, anywhere.

I do look like an arrogant bitch to ppl sometimes but this will happens when I felt that you don't worth my time at all. *aha

Fast forward and skips all the inner secret attitudes of mine. *can't be revealed that much*

So basically this is the overall at the moment:

Family is good ☑

Friend are good ☑

Studies are good ☐

Love is good ☑

Can't deny that I'm a slow learner but somehow, I'm learning right. LOL

xoxo,

kellyw

GREETINGS IN ADVANCE

2010-12-23T00:08:00.004+08:00

Hi, peeps.

Ben xiao jie is back to the town! But is just for a night as I'm running to another town today. =)

I'll be away for 6 days.

So, I would like to wish all of you, Merry Christmas in advance!

loves,

kellyw

QUOTE OF THE DAY

2010-12-19T23:34:00.000+08:00

Sometimes when we are generous in small, barely detectable ways it can change someone else's life forever.

The Limited Edition of Everything

2010-12-19T03:13:00.005+08:00

Have you ever think of how limited are you?

You're a limited edition, perhaps.

But others are working for more to compile a special edition for themselves.

Why are you stopping at the point to limit yourself then?

Well, I'm making a special edition of myself instead of limited edition.

And you?

kellyw

FULL OF >=)=)=D=3=/=(='(

2010-12-16T05:01:00.006+08:00

I just wanna split everything out.

Is raining heavily out there and I guess every1 is sleeping soundly now.

As usual, I'm having sleeping problem these few days and I'm up here. =)

I miss his long hair XD

Do you know that we were close friends before this?

I told myself before this that I'll never like him, never.

Like never be together with our best friend.

But surprisingly ended up, I'm in love with him now.

See how love works now? It's amazing.

You can't predict what will happen in the next hour, seriously.

I never ever expect that we're going to be the one before.

We've gone through a little rocky road before we decided to hold each other's hand.

After 2 months plus, here comes another one. This time, will not be as easy as the rocky road.

This will be a tougher one as we have to hold each other's hand to climb through this mountain.

The God is putting us to a test and I'm readying myself to bring it on.

We have a long way to go.

I believe that we can make through this, right baby?

I'm so aww when he said he'll give all his time for me and no bball.

Basketball is part of his life and he's willing to sacrifice it for me.

I'm happy of course but at the same time, I don't wanna be that selfish.

Though he's leaving for training soon, but I still want him to balance his time for family, friends, revision and me. =D

As long as his heart owns me, I'm good and fine.

Opps, I fell asleep after I typed the last line.

I got a good good news from him once I woke up and which is only for me.

*I'm not going to reveal what is it here* >=)

He's such a sweet guy.

Aww X100000000000000000000000000

I got all types of emotion now.

I can't deny that I'm an emotional person.

Well, that's the nature of Cancer.

*aha*

xoxo,

kellyw

IT'S 3AM,

2010-12-14T02:59:00.004+08:00

and I'm pillow talking with my dear cousie Vinic in MSN.

It has been a long time we didn't do this.

I really do hope that she will find her Mr. Right soon.

I can't bear seeing her getting hurt from those jerks. *aiks

Be wise and choose a good guy, dear.

At the same time, I'm worrying the boy who just fell sick now. (a.k.a. xiang shi bing)

It has been the 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th day we didn't see each other and he's sick now. =/

Seems like the time is passing like a snail here.

Can't stop playing the song that he sent just now.

The feeling is getting stronger and stronger.

Just received a call from Darren Q.

He asked bout my life, I asked bout his shitsssss..

Well, we used to be that way last time but somehow, we stopped.

And he surprised me with his call just now. LOL

To darren, "I'll stop ur shitsss when Missy Joc is down to KL next Jan. Beware."

Oh, back to the topic.

Yea, it grew stronger.

People who knows or don't know us are judging bout us.

This included my friends, his friends, our mutual friends, or even our ex's friends. *epic

Either good nor bad, I'll accept but bad cursing bout us is a no-no.

Karma bites, u know. =)

If you know my ex, stop mentioning bout him to my sayang.

Never ask bout him pls and stop pretending you're a sweet angel in front of my sayang.

And those who said that she can take him from me whenever she wants, go ahead.

But I'm here to remind you that he's not a toy for you, he has his rights to choose, "hun".

One last thing, if you thought that I snatched him from you, so sorry to tell you that,

WE CHOSEN EACH OTHER TO BE THE ONE

So, grow up and live on.

p/s: I'll add oil. Thank you.

I'm signing off now.

kellyw

UP AND DOWN

2010-12-13T04:49:00.004+08:00

Have you ever think of what to do in the next morning?

Well, I do now.

Staying up late so that I can wake up late.

As if the time will past faster. >=/

Blogging is what I can do to spend my time now. hmmm

I need to meet up with the dentist but it's fully booked till Jan 2011. ugh

Should have make the appointment earlier.

In btw, I'm going to meet up my hairstylist for a hair-do in few days later.

Need a hair trim, re-dye and a complete treatment.

Missing every1 in KL now.

My mood swings these days due to the "monthly visit" few days later.

I dislike it so so much as I have to control myself 99 not to put on my temper to anyone else.

Oh ya, I need a new blog skin to welcome the 1st year of a new decade but I can't find any that I fancy yet.

So, I'm waiting for the sun to rise and ask my Missy Joc where to find a simple yet nice skin.

It's 5am and I have to morning call the boy in half an hour time.

Pray hard that he'll wake up and get ready for his morning class.

Pray hard that he can delay his mid-sem examination as our trip is clashed with his mid-term.

I feel so lifeless now.

JUST THE WAY I AM

2010-12-12T17:49:00.007+08:00

Ben xiao jie is currently at Johor now.

Will be back on the 22nd. Let's countdown!

This is the period that we separated from each other for so long.

Yeah, is hard for us but we have to start practice being far apart from each other as he has to go for his conversion license training soon.

So, we're appreciating the time we can always see each other now. =)

And I had a bad bad dream yesterday night and I'm awake for more than 10 times from that continuos dream.

Sadness..... Sobbed so badly and fell asleep again after I called him at 7 in the morning.

This dream tells me that how important is him to me.

He used to be important for me but he's very very important to me now.

So, I'm going be the devil and kill if you have an intention on tackling him. *aha

Well, that's the love trap that everyone is willing to sacrifice themselves for.

He's handling me with his patience;

he's lifting me up with his care;

he's treating me with his sincerity;

and most importantly, he's opening up his heart for me with his truthfulness and honesty.

Not to forget, he accepted me for who am I and just the way I am.

I'm fully secure under his imba protection.

Seriously, no joke.

I'm just like a little girl when I'm with him and I don't have to be tough and independent like a superwoman.
But I know, I can't rely too much on him sometimes as I've been practicing myself to be a superwoman in the future. LOL

Anyway, I found this superb Japanese pianist, Yiruma's clip.

This music is dedicated to a very special person, my boy. ;)
And I wanna let you know that I "lum" you so so muchie.

xoxo,

kellyw

I WOULD LOVE TO BLOG,

2010-12-10T03:10:00.001+08:00

but there're too much things in my mind now.

So, good night.

kellyw

ON THIS VERY SPECIAL DAY.

2010-12-07T14:12:00.012+08:00

After 4 n half days a.k.a. 132 hours, the boyfie is finally back from Bali and I've met him up!

Till he bbm-ed me when we're having a yamcha session with my besties and high school friend,

He mistaken the date but still, he knew today is the day. =D

We've been officially together for 60 days and counting still.

Happy 2nd monthsary!

p/s: Mum is back and he's going to meet my mum for the very 1st time tonight.

xoxo,

kellyw

WHEN SHE TURNS HER AGE TO 2X,

2010-12-05T17:58:00.007+08:00

she wants to:-

i) Be more independent

ii) Earn more money by myself

iii) Try to stop asking money from parents

iv) Study real hard and get imba results

v) Be more motivated

vi) Get a 24-inch waist XD
vii) Build her EQ to a higher level
viii) Plan a wise time management plan
ix) Join MACIP 2011 perhaps or iFeel Girl Search 1st
x) Learn how to cook and bake
xi) Have a new style of myself
xii) Tone up my body shape

xii) Improve my memory

xiv) Try not to be so emotional

xv) Spend wisely

xvi)

I started listing out my resolution now but at the same time I'm appreciating the last month of 20Ten.

The list will be updated day by day till the end of December. =)

SHE

2010-12-02T23:50:00.005+08:00

misses her bf,

misses her foundation mates.

But,

she has to study tonight for the last paper tomorrow.

Which,

the subject she hate the most.

She hate these feelings.

She is an emo kid tonight.

ZOOMBIE

2010-11-28T23:40:00.004+08:00

Finals in 9 hours time!

Eventually, I almost done for my revision tonight.

I just need a last browse thru and complete a set of past year paper and I'm ready for tomorrow's exam. =)

But of course, I'll be stressed up still..

Wish me luck, wish me luck.

Looked gg pale here. Say hi to eyebags and dandruff. FML

ADIOS!

2010-11-27T05:01:00.005+08:00

Guess what, yesterday was the last day of TBF.

WHAT?! That's super fast!

I remember how I finished my high school,

how I entered A Levels and then, how I got nervous breakdown and quit.

Now, I finally finished my foundation which I always thought I'll have the same ending again.

Honestly, I don't really work hard for my foundation because whenever I work hard, I'll stressed up till as if the world is going to end.

Thanks for the impact I got after the A Levels course.

Used to work things out myself all these time, I'm trying to be so called superwoman and independent. *geezzz*

Somehow, I do fell down at times when I couldn't stand on myself anymore and need someone to hold me up. *which there's no one to hold firmly*

But there's difference between now and previous time.

I have him to comfort and support me when I need them.

I can talk to him whenever I want.

The small lil surprises can really lighten my dull moody day.

Oh, by the way, I've started to think of my resolution.

Have you started to do so?

Bet that the life will be more challenging when I reached the age that starting with 2.

I can't wait for the brand new year and be a grown up girl.

*yea, I've accepted the fact that I have to grow up and leave the world when my time comes."

xoxo,

kellyw

I'M SORRY

2010-11-24T12:59:00.009+08:00

Ain't easy to adopt a dog, you have to be full committed to it, taking care of it as if it is your children.

Never ever adopt it if you have not enough time to accompany it and don't ever leave to your maid because you're the owner.

I'm the example of being an irresponsible owner.

I've regretted so much of bringing him home because I left for my own sake.

I've been wondering how is him now, where is him now and I do miss him so so much.

Although it's just 8 months, but he meant a lot to me.

I hope you're good, boy.

This is the pic that I held him for the very 1st time.....

=')

kellyw

RAY'S BIG DAY!

2010-11-22T22:02:00.019+08:00

As usual, never failed to attend F.R.I.E.N.D.S. birthday except Bea's obviously.

On this very special year, our posing director, Ray Wong held a simple yet fun house birthday party.

She cling"ed" with a kinda creative idea with the "LOK LOK" car which her parents booked and rented for our foods.

Multiple choices were there for us to choose and eat, eat, and EAT! LOL

After that, we had a surians and x-surians k session and of course, with beers. aha

Will let the pictures to do the talking then, =)

Juneebaby and the birthday girl, RayW

Ray and yours truly, =)

Take 2

Supposed to be 7 but left 4 on that night. hmm..

Me, Babe Junee, Dear Ray, Darling K

X-surians+ Surians

Imba ah Lai. =D

Proceed to the k room and continue camwhoring

Specky lai and specky me

The couple, Hary and Natelly that you'll envy of. They've been together for 4 years.

I bet that everyone knows what's our relationship, my babe.

Playing around with the Ray's specs

Noobie Wong

Last but not least, Qian Qian in da hse! =D

I forgotten to bring mai cam that day so I grabbed all these pics from Junee.

There're more pics in Ray's cam but she haven't upload them.

Signing off again. =)

xoxo,

kellyw

I SEE LIGHT

2010-11-18T02:47:00.008+08:00

*sniff* having a lil running nose

Is going to be another year ends again.

How's 2010 treating you?

Anyway, it is just another year that you'll forget if its treating you badly.

Seriously, no joke. You don't even wanna recall it.

By the way, I'm going to end my foundation soon. Like real soon which is just less than 200 hours and finals is just 12 days away! =/

I don't wanna to grow up, can I?

My age will be starting at the digit of 2 next year, turns 3 in a decade and 4 in the next decade, then 5 and etc.

Scary! Alright, I'm worrying too much now. Don't mind me. =D

My close friends and my family said that I'm much more happier than before, which is true.

I have to thanks to my superb boyfie for bringing up the lights for me.

Well, not to forget, my family and the bunch of friends too.

I'm really grateful with what I have now. That's more than enough.

"Greed", I once tried to be greedy in relationship but it can't be fitted in my trait list.

It's just not right and that's sooooooo not me.

I've been wondering how those girls can be so pro to have few boyfriends at a time. *I salute*

This is just another short update and I'm signing off now.

But before that, going to end this post with this:

*toodles*

xoxo,

kellyw

p/s: You'll soon know how did I left all the sad memories behind in a short period of time. =)

I'M NOW

2010-11-14T13:54:00.006+08:00

taken by,

HIM (taken on our 1st monthsary night)

introducing you my super imba sayang. =D

Bet that not many people know bout this as everyone thought we are best best friend.

We were before this and I'm glad to be in love with my best friend now.

Some people may judge me from this but time proves, so go on and gossips as much as u can.

Because you will never know what's happening in the insider.

Thanks for your fully attention on us and we're doing real great.

We'll make it to the greatest, believe me.

Imma happy girl. Wee~

KellyW

TO: THE TET TET QUEEN

2010-11-11T00:36:00.004+08:00

No matter how busy am I or how late I to write this post to you,

I'm here to wish you now,

HAPPY TET TET 21ST BIRTHDAY, ERICA NG JOE YIN!!!!!!!

You big big girl d, cannot be no manners d, k?

I'm sorry I'm not thee Top10 person who wishes you, but I'm not the last either. >=)

Please enjoy your 11/11/2010 although you're having that 2 tet tet papers to sit for.

p/s: I'm confirm that I'll be in you party this Sat. No FFK! =D

wishes by,

kellywong

BYE CHINA!

2010-10-21T00:37:00.002+08:00

Gonna spend the last night in Guangzhou now.

Ahhh, I miss home! =X

But assignments will suffocate me once I'm back to college on Friday.

By the way, I finally get rid of my P license which means I'm getting older.

Can I just stay at this age? LMAO

MAKING CHOICEs'

2010-10-19T20:52:00.006+08:00

There're too much options in this world.

We, as a human being, are the most greedy creature in this universe.

We grab one which is the best for us but when we thought the others are better, we leave the current one and go them.

Somehow, if we realised we made the wrong choices, we regretted.

Life's a cycle which goes round and round.

They come and go.

Grab it tight when u get the best and let go immediately when u get the worse to the worst.

Whatever it is, we shall bear with the consequences if we made a wrong decision.

We have to move on and live better.

No more sympathy, no more returning to the past but take lessons from it.

Kelly

Did you

2010-10-10T12:42:00.002+08:00

missed out 10.10.10 10.10am?

Wait for 10.10.10 10.10pm then.

Happy binary code day!

2010-09-21T18:26:00.002+08:00

I'm not mean, YOU just don't deserve my kindness.

PEEKABOO

2010-09-19T00:52:00.007+08:00

Bored of the same old smile? Me thou.

I barely know how to smile anymore because I laughed more than I smile recently. aha!

Yea, believe it or not. I'm having curfew on this very happening Saturday night for this week.

So, I'm literally free for posting another random post again.

Went KLCC for Beauty Expo '10 today.

As usual, with my companion for all time. =D

Having brunch at Madam Kwan. BBM non-stop. He's a HAWT item. =P

Aww.. This is cute. Am I praising him here? =X

His love. ICE CAMPUR.

Didn't spend much for the fair as I got no mood and time to search for what I want.

However, we did signed up for 2 sessions of ido's facial treatment @RM98! (r/p: RM220 per session)

They're using hi-tech equipments to remove everything from our face without any workforce or H2O. All by the superb equipments. Awesome, right?!

Oh, I can't wait to try now! gg

Last pic of the day before we off to our own individual plan.

I'm going to orphanage house tomorrow! Excited-nya. =D

Thanks to Moral Ed assignment.

Will blog bout this soon.

xoxo,

kellywong

CLEARED

2010-09-18T00:44:00.003+08:00

Finally, I've erased all the drafts that I've saved in here.

Something that I wanna share but I don't feel like posting them out after typing them out.

Which I think I should keep back to myself. ;)

RANDOMLY

2010-09-17T00:35:00.004+08:00

Did I just missed wishing everyone Happy 1Malaysia?

Belated Happy 1Malaysia then! =D

Supposed to have my lovely holiday today but ended up sticking my butt in the house to finish off my assignment.

Oh, at least I get to shisha which I miss so much.

Gotta continue with another assignment now. ciaozz!

Have a great night and day ahead.

signed in by,

kellywong.

UNBLIND

2010-09-15T16:06:00.007+08:00

Hi, peeps.

I'm going to make this blog alive again.

I know I've been M.I.A. for quite some time. I have valid reasons for it.

I have things and dramas to deal with and been busy for outings lately.

Well, I'm doing fine so no worries bout me. =D

The only thing that bothering me is being ill on and off.

Has been taking a lot of pills almost everyday. *kills*

I've stopped those healthy products that mum wanted me to consume everyday and replaced with the medicine that doctor gave.

Skin allergic at 1st, then, coming with those minor common illness.

Parents have been nagging non-stop. XD

Oh, I went for a few short yet fun trips that needed so badly.

I wanna be greedy cause I'm craving for more. aha!

By the way, things getting better now.

Though there're changes in my life but I'm feeling great now.

I don't have to be an emo kid as before.

Get to focus what I'm supposed to.

No longer being blind by something that isn't worth anymore.

At least I've experienced, I've learnt, I've tasted.

Is going to be end of the summer break for the students who studying overseas.

This means ah gor have to fly back to Coventry again.

2 weeks left before the flight. Wish to spend more time with him if he's not busy. *finger crossed*

Btw, am going to have din din with him this Friday but too bad that the future sis-in-law can't join us.

Gonna wait till dec or next year i think. gahh

Assignments are bulking up for the last sem.

At the same time, I have to think what should I take for my degree then.

Hmmm..

Honestly, I don't wish to separate with my classmates thou I don't really keep close to them.

But they're great for not creating politics and we forgive each other easily.

Unlike, other classes they loveeeeee comparing. *yikes*

Time flies. I'm appreciating what I'm having now.

I've brushed up myself for greater things await in front of me.

Leading myself to a brighter world. =)

GADGETS ALERT

2010-08-02T02:35:00.004+08:00

Here comes the largest PIKOM PC Fair again!

It will be held from 6th-8th Aug 2010 in KLCC Convention Centre.

I bet that some of you are waiting for this so badly..

I'm going to work in it again.

Not for Avira this time, but AVF. =)

If I'm not mistaken, I'll be in Hall 4 (Booth 440&441)

Wonder what will I be selling?

Tada!

(click to enlarge)

You need more details of this?

You're invited to come to KLCC Convention Centre, Hall 4 as I mentioned earlier.

Look for Kelly Wong.

You'll get the details from me.

Easy, right? *winks*

SPELL ME

2010-07-31T14:12:00.002+08:00

Who cast a spell on me?

The eighth day, i didn't have a proper meal.

And I'm losing weight in every parts of my body.

Had enough of puking. This is sucks.

I could barely breathe for most of the time.

I'm sick of this. Damn.