Monday, July 27, 2009

Thursday, July 16, 2009

NEW TURN

Will be starting college life start from tomorrow onwards.
A-Level in Taylor.
U'll see a blood sucker in months time.
Oh god, I'm scare and nervous.
New friends, new environment, new people.
RED ALERT!!!

Monday, July 6, 2009

SWEET 16

Last month Elaine a.k.a. Yi Lin asked me out to accompany her to shop around as the day was her sweet 16.
So JimmieL and I who's not working on the day accompanied her to Time Square and then Sg. Wang until her lovely bf, Wai Weng came and fetch her back.
He cooked for her to celebrate her birthday. How sweet~
Hope the birthday girl will be happy always.
Best wishes to her.
Some random pics to share.

Birthday girl and me


This is JimmieL

After that accompanied Elaine to shop until Wai Weng came and fetch her back. =)
JimmieL wanted to watch movie as it has been a long time we didn't watch movie together.
And we watched 17AGAIN.
While waiting for the time passes, we camwhore la.. Apa lagi..



Hope he don't kill me with this pic that showing his tummy.










TAKE CARE, RAY

16th of June 2009,
Ray Wong have to enter NS on the next day in Perak.
As stepsis was ill and I only can sneak out in the afternoon with the reason of going back SSS (my high school) to ask for Maths July paper.
F.R.I.E.N.D.S. decided to have a farewell with her at night but I can't attend so I brought her out to treat her a meal.
At1st, I fetched her to accompany me to SSS to ask bout it.
And then I decided to bring her to Shabu Shabu in Kuchai Lama but who knows dia tutup (it closed) ==
And with all the back way from Kuchai Lama, we went to the wrong way and ended up we ate in Fun OK (Taman Connaught)
We chatted a lot of crazy @@ things, juicy gossips, how F.R.I.E.N.D.S. formed, and honestly this is the 1st time jus both of us went out.
We used to dance together from Senior 3 till Senior 5 and then F.R.I.E.N.D.S. formed.
Although she repeated something again and again or making noise, but she brought a lot of laughter to us.
She's cute and funny yet handsome ok. (Ray, I know u'll read my blog after 3 months, LOLS)
We camwhored a lot with my lappy's webcam cos they're no ppl in the afternoon.
Tada!

Take 1
Take 2
Smile
Turn left, Turn Right
What r u looking at?
Hey!
Alright, ignore my face
Ray: Please~, Kelly: Should I?
Big eye fish
Blogger's uploading pics prob.
Think in deep
Craziness
Small me
Small Ray
Kisses for Ray
Poser
Lame us
Cool or???
Relaxing
I'm emo-ing-
Me: I heart PLAYBOY!, Ray: Duh, enough la.
Solo Ray
Solo me with half smile
Solo me smile with heart

Or solo with camera?

After that, I sent Ray back to clean up and meet up with F.R.I.E.N.D.S.
Before I left,
Is time for me and Qian Qian!
I miss u, Qian!



Ray, please come back faster!!!!!!

Sunday, July 5, 2009

DO I DESERVE?

From a kid to a teenager, I'm being tough watching my mum left and married to other guy.
Being tough without her existance.
Living up and brought up by dad and grandma in these years.
Slowly, mum wanted me back since few years ago but luckily she didn't brought the issue to court.
I've been with my grandma since I'm born.
She brought me to everywhere she goes.
She's the one who always beat me.
She's the one who always scold me.
She's the one who always nag me.
She's the one who teached me to be independent.
She's the one who does everything for me.
I knew she cared bout me although her mouth came out those feeling uneasy words.
Since 2 years back, our relation is being looser.
Now, we never talk to each other except for important stuff.
I never left her alone although my dad want to move away and asked me along.
Because I knew she will be very sad.
We always argue like cat and dog.
Sometimes I really hate her but sometimes I'm guilty for neglect her.

I wish to go back to the time we always talk and argue.
But now no more.
We just became strangers.
And yes, I pretend to be strong and fight back but I'm crying like a baby now.
I need back her care and tender.
I miss the days that I made her laugh and happy.
She's being alone for months.
I really felt sourish in my heart when I saw her alone and lonely.

I really really hope to be her lovely granddaughter like how I used to be last time.
Grandma, I love u.
Do u know that?


Saturday, July 4, 2009

WHAT'S NEXT?

Sorry for neglecting this bloggie again.
I'm return to write more. =)
So the next one will be about a concert.

On the 13th of June, baby and I went to Fish Leong's concert as we have free tics.
I just want to say that the concert was lame.
I mean... Not that Fish don't perform well but the sound system and lack of tv screen for upper seats.
It was my 1st time of sitting upper zone and the sound system was really awful.
Baby prefer to buy her cd and playback at home.
No special performance.
I think this type of concert doesn't suitable for us.
We left after she sang the 4th song.

ONE WORD: LAME

Anyway, I took a few photos to share. (BLUR)





That's all for this short post. =)

Friday, July 3, 2009

THOUGHTS

Is 4.19am now.
I'm really exhausted.
I wanted to roll on my bed but my mind is full of thoughts.
With no one around in the network.
He's sleeping soundly and getting rest.
Friends are sleeping as they have class tomorrow.

I'm not emo-ing.
Just that I'm thinking a lot of things now.
BUT.
With full of blank thoughts.

I'm living in my world now.
I spend most of the time on myself.
Family is not that so important perhaps.
No matter in my heart how important they are, they won't know.
So just proceed with the things I want to do.

I need a lot of time to fulfill everyone around me.
Can I do that?

Good Night.