SPELL ME

Who cast a spell on me?

The eighth day, i didn't have a proper meal.

And I'm losing weight in every parts of my body.

Had enough of puking. This is sucks.

I could barely breathe for most of the time.

I'm sick of this. Damn.

MONEY IS NOT EVERYTHING

Without deep consideration, I gave a chance to a guy to unlock my heart.

I need someone would drag me out and lead me the way.

4 days, after 4 days, I gave up.

I never expected that this guy showed his true colours by saying childish words after that.

A 23 years old man, a smoker, a drinker, a clubber, a hot-tempered guy, and the prince of his family.

Which is the totally opposite way of the desire guy I wanted.

He treated me nicely, gently at the beginning but I'm so wrong.

And I'm here to tell you,

I need someone who can think maturely.

No matter how much u spent on me these days, just because u're willingly to do so.

I've told you I'm not ready for anything so don't say I'm immature.

You're the one who immature for forcing this happen.

You ain't stupid, I ain't stupid thou, boy.

Your image will just ruined by your stupidness, your attitude.

I don't care who you are, Dato's son or Tan Sri's son.

I'm not going for your money. (Oh no, is your dad's money I supposed)

So, don't you ever use "money" this word to deal with me.

I don't need your BMW, LV, Prada, Chanel, nor houses.

I know you can get hot & pretty chicks easily, but you won't get someone who deeply love u with her heart.

You said I'm no difference with other girls or your ex(s).

So sorry to tell you this, I'm happy for the girls who ditched you.

Because you're worse than the guys that I know.

Go on and spread to the others that how bad am I because I hate explaining myself.

And is time to wake yourself up.

Money can't buy true love.

可能，或许

可能，有些人觉得这是对的。

或许，有些人觉得很可惜。

可能，这是对我们最好的。

或许，这让我们错过了。

可能，我们会坚持。

或许，我们会回到原点。

可能，我们会习惯。

或许，我们不想的。

可能，我们会忘了一切。

或许，我们还是记住这一切。

可能，我们放弃了。

或许，我们真的累了。

现在的我，在等着对的时候。

然时间去证明这一切。

ONCE UPON A TIME

There's once a couple who everyone envied of.

They're sweet, lovely, committed.

They sacrificed a lot for each other.

Somehow, the girl found out something one day.

Her heart tore into pieces, she broke down and she couldn't believe what she saw.

The guy explained, the guy made promises.

Ended up, the girl gave him a chance to rebuild everything.

Things go well. The girl is gaining back the trust and confidence on the guy.

The guy did a good responsibility as a bf for all these while.

Till then, the girl found out something again.

The guy denied, the girl can't stand of this but she choose to believe back that guy.

The girl begun to wonder, what had she done.

Why would other people came to ruin their relationship.

Since then, she tried hard to be a good, responsible gf.

She wants to be 100% in the guy's heart.

She couldn't afford to lose this guy cause he stands 100% in the girl's heart.

She loved too much and the guy spoilt her too much.

They went on, big hand and small hand, hand in hand, walked thru this out.

The girl's confident is not as much as before anymore, she felt that she's not good enough.

In another way, the guy started to act weird.

This caused the girl being suspicious.

She purposely checked this time and she got scolded by the guy.

She thought she mistaken, but the fact is, the guy lied to her.

At that moment, she's feeling tired.

What is she supposed to do.

Asking herself why and answering herself why.

She freaked out and she started to control the guy.

The girl didn't realise that she act that way till the guy told the girl.

He has no freedom and the girl gets temper easily.

Their condition became shaky but they still hold on tight.

Tried hard to maintain.

They went thru the hard times, they're being sweet again.

A pair of love bird that everyone concern of.

Both of them are communicating well, no more arguments for weeks.

The guy fetched the girl to class and waited for her to finished class.

They're having a sweet moment.

Sadly, good things never go too long.

Once again, problems occurred when the guy requested a condition.

It takes a lot of arguments and times for them to solve this.

However, the girl accepted his request.

She is forced to used to it.

Everything started to be fine, but not when she randomly chat with his x-colleague.

Once again, she's in a dilemma.

She's so tired of managing all these craps.

Without consideration, she choose to trust that guy again.

She love him and she thinks that she should trust and accept what he had said.

It doesn't last very long.

They fought over a little small things again.

The girl being stubborn and not understanding, the guy has lost patience after explaining everything.

The guy asked for the last break up.

The girl was very ill, she quickly make up and dress up herself in a very short time to rush over to the guy's place.

Things went worst.

Till the guy spilt those words on the girl's face.

The girl always being "thick face" and she don't want to listen to what the guy said.

The girl finally left.

She found pointless.

Blaming herself for acting this way.

She recalled back the words.

One by one.

Then, she felt the pain in her heart.

Pain that can't be describe.

She decided to let go though she knew this is hard for her.

She has to, since the guy no longer love her.

He wants to be with another girl.

She bears no more.

She is learning to let go by recalling the words.

She wants him to be happy cos she can't fulfill what he wants.

Perhaps, the next girl will treat him better.

He deserves better.

They once loved, but if they have fate again, they'll love again.

At least, they owned each other once.

For now, the girl just love, in another way.

-THE END-

CHOICE

We've made a conclusion.

=)

我爱他

丁当-我爱他

他的情况留在
某一节车厢
地下铁里的风
比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊
对他唯一遗憾
是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪
都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来
我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐
如果还有遗憾
又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来
我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐
如果还有遗憾
是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪
都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以 很好

FREE BIRD

After months of lecture,

After days of torture,

After hours of war,

I'm finally a free bird. (for 2 weeks)

Semester 2 is finally over and I'm going to leave my Foundation in 4 months time.

Started to wonder what am I going to take for my degree. *hmm*

Anyway, I'm having my sem break now but I really have to take care of my health.

Having all kinds of infections and allergic.

Consulted 2 doctors and they said I'm having overdue stress which I didn't realise it thou.

So, gonna self-retreat from now on.

Baby boy surprised me by popping up in front of my hse just now.

I'm happy to see him as I really need him to be at my side when I'm ill.

Thank you, sayang. =D

♥〈 因为重视才会吵架 〉♥

常常我們認為會跟一個人吵架一定是跟他感情不好，其實不然，
最容易跟家人吵架，最常跟情人吵架，最會跟好朋友吵架。
想想，原來最常跟我們有爭執的人竟然都是跟我們最親密的人，
而能夠跟我們發生爭執的人也對我們有一定的瞭解，
所以有人常說『吵架』也是一種溝通，而願意跟你吵架的人，
才是真正想瞭解你的人。





♥〈 算了 / 不說了〉♥


有時候我們與人發生爭執時會說『算了』，或者『不說了』，
這兩句話其實都是殺傷力很強的話，
代表著你不想把你的想法跟他說，不想讓對方瞭解你，
也代表你們的感情會停留在原地。
有時兩個人爭執，會忽然聽到一句話『我是為你好』；
在感情的世界裡，每個人都很自私，有人常會對你說『我是為你好』，
這其實是很不負責任的說法，因為我們會把自己的觀念加諸在別人身上，
為他人決定一些事，但是再想想，對對方來說，自己的觀點真的好嗎？
你為他決定了事情，但是要負責的人卻是他，這是很不公平的，
唯有他自己才能決定什麼是對自己最好，
若是錯誤的決定也才不會有埋怨，也才能對自己負責。
『通常願意留下來跟你爭吵的人，才是真正愛你的人。』



有句話〈 每個人天生就是不一樣 〉!
這句話讓我領悟了很多事 .............
因為不一樣 ~
自然而然每個人所看的所想的也不會相同 ~
不要怪別人不夠懂你 ~
換個立場 ~
其實我們也不敢說自己有多了解他人 !!!




♥〈 無聲 〉♥


是一種無形最遠的距離
若能從吵架中表達出自己的想法
總比大家把話悶在心裡都不說出來的好
但千萬要避免在衝動時說出傷害對方的言語
有些話 ~
一旦說出口 ~
就很難收回了 ~








♥〈 2o 句金句良言 〉♥


1 ：聊天→是增進感情！！
2 ：吵架→是多認識對方，並且學會和好及相處 ！
3 ：承諾→是證明這段感情要經得起考驗 ！！
4 ：努力→是代表妳真的對這份情很在乎 ！！
5 ：感動→是因為被愛，一點一滴滑過心坎裡 ！！！
6 ：痛苦→是絕對在乎的表現，沒有是很不尋常，有了又很苦！
7 ：自私→難免嘛 ~ 不然怎麼叫「最愛」！！！
8 ：珍惜→是因為怕失去，所以呵護著，視之為奇遇 ！
9 ：冷淡→是因為正在沉澱，可是不要沉過了頭嘍 ！！
10：思念→是因為心裡常常有著妳，這就是愛的魔力 ！！！
11：牽掛→是因為很愛很愛著，心跟著心愛的人跑 ！！
12：溫柔→是要讓愛表達的甜美，永難忘懷 ！！
13：撒嬌→是想要多一點呵護及在乎 ~~
14：重視→是絕對的愛情保障，沒有重視就沒有愛情 ！
15：在乎→是為了要愛妳，心有所屬 ！
16：信任→是感情維持最重要的，要一起努力做唷 ！
17：分享→是要讓對方多了解 ~
18：多來往→是為了讓感情更穩定，也可以避免不必要的距離 ！
19：打情罵俏→讓生活過的甜蜜又有趣 ！！
20：差別待遇→是要讓妳知道妳最重要的 ！！

p/s: grabbed from email. =)

SMILEY

Well, one more to go and 10 days before finals!

Aza aza*

女人一定要经得起谎言，受得起敷衍，忍得住欺骗，忘得了诺言，放得下一切。

SEX&THE CITY 2

Remember how they fell into each other,

Remember how they started,

Remember how they used to have each other,

Remember how sweet they are,

Remember how they compromised together,

Remember how they make vows to themselves.

Till then, one requested for 2 days off to complete her work.

The man made up a rule to have 2 days off EACH WEEK after that trial.

Ended up, ..................

Practically, the rating for this movie is 10/10.

For those who's more into romance, this shall entertain u.

A BIT THEN

It has been a while since my last update.

Have been rushing for assignments and test.

Finally, assignments are over for the moment.

Oral presentation and BMA test will be next week.

Then, things will be officially over for 2 weeks before the finals come.

*nervous sial*

Oh, did I mention bout I had a sweet 19th birthday from the boyf.?

Next update will be my 19th birthday. =)

Stay tuned.

Before I leave, here to wish the boyf. Good Luck in new career and happy working.

I'm pretty sure you can adapt the new environment easily.

Need not worry, k? ♥