The Language of Feelings

"Is this how I'm supposed to feel now?"

"I don't know, I'll check the manual."

"And?"

"It says that you're feeling the right way."

"What way is that?"

"It says that there is no right way to feel but, right now, after something like this happens, you do need to feel however you're feeling and that feeling this way, however you're feeling, is healthy."

"That doesn't sound very scientific."

"It has nothing to do with science."

"Does it say anything else?"

"It says you'll break something if you beat yourself up for the way you feel and that you won't be able to feel differently until you've finished feeling this feeling."

"Ok. How long will that take?"

"I don't know. How do you feel?"

Ordinary yet Royal

Everyone knew that I'm happy with my love life after I met my current boyfie.
For your information, bf and I has been together for one year and three months six days and counting still.
And I'm madly in love with him.

Yea, it's just one year and some of you might say,"Just wait for few years later and see."
Right, I can't guarantee that thou.
What I have in my mind all these years is you'll take a lifetime to understand one person deeply, as the old sayings, people change from time to time.

Anyway, get back to the topic.
Throughout this whole year, I've met his friends and he've met my friends. He've met my parents (especially my conservative dad) and I..........
*cough* haven't even really meet his family members.

I know you're laughing and feeling lame like the image above right now.
Well, you can't blame me as I've met my exes parents when I'm with them and this is the first time after so long, I'm not introduced to his family members.
Don't get me wrong, I don't treat this as a problem but just weird. It's weird. LOL

My parents has been asking me whether I've met his family members or not since a year ago.
I know this is crazy, wtf.
It's either I answer them no, because I'm not ready or a smile.
And they'll like,"what? you haven't meet them?" or "this guy must be hiding something." 
(wtf, they actually make me feel anxious bout it as if it's like something big)
So I tried so hint him for the 1st time. *I feel so ....... sucks for asking him to introduce me to his family (in my heart)* HAHAHA

I did and he said,"OKEY, we go now." with a doubting and poker face.
I was like,

Then I found out from his childhood friend that his family is kinda strict.
Or I shall say very strict. HAHA
Soon after that, he started to tell me bout this matter. (He repeated this whenever I say I wanna meet his dad. LOL)
Here he begins, none of his relatives bring their partner back unless they have graduated and own a stable career. Then, they will ask the partner all sorts of questions like we all watched before in the dramas.
And all of them are professions, doctors, nurse, engineers, etc etc and darn rich and capable.
So, if he brings me back now, he might be getting words like,"how are you going to have a girlfriend if you haven't even earn your own money?".....
DAMN STRESS. Not him but me. I'm no doctor, nurse or lawyer. I'm just a business student. FML.
I'm like stucking in a drama where rich family is finding an educated, high status girl to fit in the family. #justsaying
I know I'm the one who stressed myself up.....
But!

TWENTY.ONE.TWO!

Hey guys, how was ur new year eve?
1st of all, I wanna wish all of u a belated happy new year. ;)
Couldn't blog on the day itself due to the studies that I'm rushing now for my mid-sem exam which is going to starts tomorrow! *freakout*
I'm taking a few minutes break for a short update actually.
Had an epic night on the last Friday of 2011 and boyfie had a serious hangover on the new year eve.
However, we still managed to make it to the place where our friends rented and passed our 12am together.
So basically, we don't have a very happening new year eve night like last year.
It was a peaceful night. LOL

So, I've been wondering why every year people will list down a long list for their resolutions and I found it funny. Well,-
It's funny that people don't be thankful for the lesson learnt in the past one year yet they always hoping for the new year to arrive. What's the difference?
It's funny how people said that,"I hope 2012 will be a good year for me." How to define a good year? =,=
It's funny how people use new year as a reason to change themselves. Want a change? We can do it anytime! Don't ddly pls.
It's more funny that how people back to their normal life after a few months or days of determination for their resolutions.
That's what I feel.
Of course, writing down our resolutions has became one of the culture or trend, that I can say.
But don't write an eftin' long one. Think of one positive attitude that can covers up your whole bad personalities or habits.

Alright, I should get back to my sheets of paper...
Wish me luck for tomorrow's paper!

p/s: Hey girl, stop imitating. I'm so sick of it.

My best of the best.

It's Christmas Eve that everyone is talking about today.
First of all, Merry Christmas in advance everyone!
But this is not my main concern, my main concern is to put on a smile on boyfie's face everyday especially today!
Happy Birthday, my macho man.
Basically, all of my plans failed due to the issues I've been dealing with lately.
Had a simple dinner, cake and present.
Hope you don't mind for the unplanned day.
=)

All the way from Amsterdam.

That's the very short update for today. 

I gotta go and get ready for tonight's party. 

Guts

My silly coursemates. =D

It's one week exactly before Christmas.
And 2 weeks exactly before we end our Year 2011.
That's what ppl in this world are talking about Christmas gifts and resolutions.
Or part of the ppl in this world are mourning about that Tsunami's victims.

I have a good news.
The good news is boyfie gonna end his training next week and back to town.
We've finally passed this test. More to come I reckon.
Well, let's not worry bout future as long as we're doing good now.

Babe Junee and I were talking about our 1st million recently.
We wonder why those people who are one or two years older than us still talk bout nonsense whenever they came out for night tea session.
Don't they have to work or things to do?
That's what we're thinking currently, "How to earn our 1st million?"
The very 1st thing is networking then we come to our knowledge.

So where should we start with? How are we going to do this?
I've been introduced into a business a year ago and I'm still dilemma in between.
Call me coward.
But someone told me this:

This is so true. No longer a teenager now. So I'll take up all these challenge for a better future.
I think I'll be having a long wishlist for my 21st birthday next year. lol

Jingles jingles

It's December now!
And days are getting nearer to bf's birthday and my mid term exam. U_U
Happy or cry?
Let's talk about happy stuff 1st.
Let's rewind to last year's December, I went to my virgin trip to Singapore with my babes and boyfie.
Celebrated Christmas and boyfie's birthday in Sg. I've prepared a month earlier for his birthday. =D
Thanks to Tom and Alfred for picking a good restaurant and book places for us too. Failed to custom a cake there as we don't have transport for pick ups so I just give up on the cake.
Asked the babes to get a simple cake for on that day.

And surprisingly, he got surprised! hahaha

IDK what is wrong with me. It's like the cake is poisoning or something. wtf

Then proceed to our "wedding dinner pictures"

Juneebaby and Mr. K

The dovey, Ali and Erica

Rick and Merlin

See! I still think that the cake is poisoning or what... =,=

His dad gave him this and he don't wanna use it. He said it's so rare to see this 1k note. =,=

Showing off his new wallet from me. ehehehe

Lastly, the group pic! =D

After all of the surprises last year.... This year will be a simple one. LOL

As his birthday falls on Christmas eve, so I have to reserve seats a month earlier.

Searched for some fine dine restaurant and I made him pick which restaurant that he wants to dine in. 

And I also make him pick for his present this year but he don't want me to waste so much money on the presents, so he didn't give me an answer for it and this caused me in a big dilemma of choosing the pressie.

*canbangwall* So this year no surprise anymore. =P

Wait till next year ba.

Will blog in a while. 

Good night.

Sometimes I just have to let them win,

because I've already got my best.

Happy 14th, boyfie!

You're still the best of the best.

Good luck in your final test and do well in it because you'll be rewarded with the grand prize, "Meet Kelly Wong everyday!"

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