That's It.

I didn't dot that 2 moles on my face, they followed me since idk when which I hate them so much.

I've been always telling my friends that I've lived enough lately.

I just need to study to get a 1st class honor cert and get a job as a financial analysis.

Have a stable financial and own a business when I'm bored of my job.

Then, get married with my love one and have kids and own a happy family.

I will be rest in peace in the coffin if I achieved all these in my life.

Oh yea, pls let me travel to some beautiful countries before I die pls. =x

After they heard what I've told them, their eyes are BIG as if they're going to roll out.

Haha. I'm not joking, kay. Since I can't have my own dreams, so I have to plan out another plan for my future la, right?

They'll then asked what happened to me and stuffs like that.

Well, life is short I know but don't you feel bored of repeating the same over and over again every single day?

I think the days that I wouldn't feel bored is when I'm preparing for my marriage and pregnancy moment.

I know I sound like a 40 years old virgin who can't get a life out there but hey, that's what I feel right now.

I'm bored of life. I can't find what's the meaning of life anymore.

Before that, I wanna confess that I'm not bored of the people I'm having around me.

I'm just bored of the things that we have to do everyday.

Look at some of the people out there, they're looking good today and they leave the world tomorrow without achieving their aims.

I don't ask for more, in order for me to RIP is by achieving all my aims and goals.

My x-colleague said I'm lack of adventurous. My life is being too stable, too neutral.

I found that true but that's what I want.

You see, I don't club, I don't smoke, I don't play pool/snookers, I can't drink much, the only max things I do is shisha and chill out with friends.

Vacations probably will brighten up my dull days but I don't have the $$$ and tik tok unless I'm born with a genius brain and get a good job which gives high pay la.

I know, no pain no gain but what's in my mindset is, what's the point of living when we all have the only one ending which is, 'death'.

I'm sure a lot of ppl gonna comment on that statement but I'm still standing on my point.

What's the point???

Haha, okay. I shall stop crapping here.

Boyfie gonna whack me for pointing this point over and over again.

But before I end this post, let me present you this quote:

"Believe nothing. No matter where u read it or who said it, even if I said it, unless it agrees with your own reason & common sense." -Buddha

Good night! Till then.

xoxo,

kellyw