We're Changing

Can't believe that time runs this fast.

And things are changing from time to time included me.

Darling K asked me a question yesterday night, which I don't have an answer but a special feeling.

It's March, soon April, May and then, the end of 2011.

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People are wondering- 2012 is true? The end of the world?

I don't know, I choose not to believe it because I wanna complete my tasks, my aims and the purpose of my life before I leave this world.

We feel sad for all the disasters happened recently.

Aus-NZ-Jap, is this a sign from God that we have to be prepared to die?

Stop all these bullshits, pls.

We're afraid to die, but we should appreciate our life now instead of worrying bout the end of the world.

Frankly, I never read news or video clips bout Japan's disaster except Twitter and conversation with friends.

I know that I can't handle my feelings well when I know too much especially if I watch those video clips, so I choose not to see or read.

I can only pray to God to bless them and hope they can stay strong to go thru this disaster.

And dear God, pls bless the world too.

He just appeared in front of me when I need him the most! =D

PRICELESS

As you guys know, Valentine's Day is a love celebration between 2 person who loving each other.

And so, I'm spending this special day with a special person a week ago.

1st stop- Café Café

This is a very Victorian style and romantic restaurant which suitable for couples to dine there. As if you're in a cozy cottage in the old times. I've been thinking of to dine there one day until some dramatic thingys happened previously and I don't fancy this place anymore. Not until the love mentioned bout this restaurant again and he brought me there on this special day. No regrets for agreeing him to dine in this restaurant. So, there we are on that night and sayang surprised me with a bouquet of flowers before we go down from the car.

Say hi to mua fav pink roses

Pixies in da restaurant. Sorry for the blurring pics. Blame da camera, I've tried my best to adjust the settings but still.....

Say hi to my busy man too

A red rose was given to each of the females in the restaurant

And he failed to surprise me with the present when he's trying hard to pull it off from his pocket. =D He even blame me for peeping him doing so. So he has no other choice or hide and passed me the present. You'll never know how sweet and cute can he be.

His white wine

And mine

Here comes the dessert. Yummeh

This is the best! Is a must try.

=D

Our toast

2nd stop- GSC Pavilion

We went for movie 'No Strings Attached' after our din din. As usual, we always late for movies. IDK why. And we wished each other Happy V's Day in the cinema. LOL

Unwrapped the present in the car. Tada!

3rd stop- Kelly's Home Sweet Home

Surprises haven't stop yet.

The King: Eh, you left your things in my car bonnet. Go and take it.

Me: *curious* Huh? Did I left anything? (in the car bonnet some more)

Without thinking anything much, I opened it and woah!

And these lovely and adorable cupcakes too!

Message from love

Time to unwrapped this.

Is my fav Hello Kitty!

I'm really surprised with what he did for me on that night.

There're priceless that no one could ever afford them.

I love you, sayang. =)

We love,

We argued,

We compromise,

We understand each other more day by day,

And most importantly, we accepted each other who we are.

Loves,

kellyw

SINCERELY

I'm kinda independent since my parents divorce, I think. LOL

Only my besties know how independent am I.

(but I can't be independent when my boyfie is with me unless we had a fight)

Well, ppl will apologize when they knew bout the divorce and re-married thingy.

But I'm really fine with it so I don't think that they need to do so.

Honestly, I'm glad that I'm the only one child of my parents because I don't wish to have brothers sisters who share the pain with me when parents are separated.

(but I've always wished to have an elder sister/brother to lead me and take care of me)

At some of the time I'll think that it would be great if I'm not born into the world so they will have no regrets and guiltiness towards me.

But I have to thank to GOD for all these plans because I have 2 extra great people who give me love all these years- stepmum and stepdad

Thanks to my grandma too, who never failed to take care of me since I was BORN.

She gave me the greatest love thou she insulted and nagged me.

I know she cares. =)

And I'm lucky enough that I've waken myself up to turn back from the edgy road when I'm a teenager.

Believe it or not, I have ugly histories which they can't be erased or formatted.

So, I forced myself to fit in a new, clean situation after that but everything turned worse.

I even tried to commit suicide to cure my endless pain, but I met supportive ppl (even the hi bye friends) from time to time and I'm out from this disaster thingy.

That was crazy.

Since after all these dramatical happening matters, here I am.

Apparently, I'm just a noobie girl who just turned to a lil smart girl now. =)

At the same time, I'm still learning how to understand more different types of people in this world.

This is just the beginning of my real life.

TQVM, GOD.

I love you more than I hate you, seriously.

You made me to become a tougher girl.

Loves,

kellyw

TILL WE'RE ABOUT TO LOSE

Too many ways to express,

too many ways to start,

too many ways to end,

and too many ways to forget.

When you met someone who's truly became the most important person in your life,

you will make yourself blind indirectly.

Prejudice, jealousy, insecureness, carelessness, ignorant, lies and truth, limitation, despondent situation, every single of it will exist in our life literally.

It depends on how you compromise and compress them into a tiny little space in your heart.

Look wider, think wider.

Remember the good points.

Forget the bad.

Promises are still promises.

Limitation is still limitation.

As long as we accept, we forgive and we forget, everything will be fine.

Trust,

Always trust in ourselves.

Priority,

Always put ourselves in the 1st place.

Love,

Love ourselves 1st.

We should be selfish 1st so that we can protect the other half.

We think before we act.

If we're stubborn to do something that will bring the bad consequences, we should be ready for everything.

When we still feel bad, we should tell ourselves that not to find problems exist but to solve the problems that exist.

Appreciate for what others had done to us before is too late.

So that we won't regret in future.

We, as human beings will never realise the most goods till we're about to lose.

If we realised our mistakes, we should change to a better one and stop repeating our mistakes.

p/s: I am referring to everyone.

18TH MONTHS

Oh, time flies.

Months and months.

Today, it is our one and half year anniversary.

Rewind and recall.

From 2nd May 2008 till now.

We still love each other as before.

I'll always appreciate this honey bee.

Thank you bee for giving me what I have now.

=)

<3

I'm lucky to have him.

He's with me when I'm having difficult time.

The one that is in my heart.

Which someone said to me, " He's still in ur heart. I think no one can replace him."

Yea, no one can replace as everyone of us are different.

We went through some obstacles that really brought us to the end.

We may be silly but this is what we're going to do.

Lunch with him when during our working hours.
My creation
Take 2
Take 3

A month ago, we went to Sunway Pyramid to date. =P

We went to The Manhattan Fish Market to have our 1st meal of the day.

Before

In progress
After! LOLS
Shy
Feel full and slept. =X

After that, we went to City Chain to search for our couple watch.

TADA!

We're moving on.

Thank you, my dear.

p/s: More and more post getting up soon. Jimmie L who edited the pics.

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