FAMILY VS LIFE

I never thought I can have a chat with my grandpa who really loves me till the max again after years.

He's a real great grandpa.

Although our relation not good as before but I'm glad that he's understanding.

I chatted with dad last 2 days.

I pity him and at the same time I'm angry at him.

I'm really stress to face this family.

I don't know which feelings should I have when I'm facing them.

I'm my dad's princess and grandpa's 1st grandchild.

I knew they care bout me but I have my own situation too.

But when grandpa talked to me just now, I can't express a word except shed my tears for 40mins.

I have to think bout their feelings and myself too.

I don't know which to choose.

Should I let the family happy or I'll be the selfish one just let myself happy?

I'm confused.

p/s: I have to say sorry to baby cause I gonna take pill again. Or else I can't sleep.