There is nothing to be sad about here.

This will be the last post for the year.

Happy New Year Eve, peeps!

xoxo,

kellyw

NOW OR NEVER

Today is the 2nd last day of Year 2010.

Have you left anything behind? If you do, hurry up and do it before its too late.

I don't wish that Year 20Eleven comes that fast but at the same time I don't wanna stuck in Year 20Ten. That's sucks, I know.

What to do.. Time wouldn't stop for anyone of us. It'll just tick, tick and tick non-stop.

What can I say bout 20Ten?

Hmm.. It's a year that I learnt more bout life.

The lessons I had were priceless.

From family to studies then love and friends.

It's another 365 days, dude. I shall move on to 2011 thou I felt that it is not a good year for me.

But honestly, I'm not ready for it.

I'm trying to be positive all the same, never failed but when I'm being too positive, that's the moment that I'm avoiding problems. Bet that no one knows bout this. =)

I tried to be emo when I'm down sometimes but I've used to protect my own heart from being emo, so yea. That's what I've learnt since last 6 months.

But when you see me emo nemo, this means that I'm really down. Down to the max which I can't resist anymore, which I can go insane anytime, anywhere.

I do look like an arrogant bitch to ppl sometimes but this will happens when I felt that you don't worth my time at all. *aha

Fast forward and skips all the inner secret attitudes of mine. *can't be revealed that much*

So basically this is the overall at the moment:

Family is good ☑

Friend are good ☑

Studies are good ☐

Love is good ☑

Can't deny that I'm a slow learner but somehow, I'm learning right. LOL

xoxo,

kellyw

GREETINGS IN ADVANCE

Hi, peeps.

Ben xiao jie is back to the town! But is just for a night as I'm running to another town today. =)

I'll be away for 6 days.

So, I would like to wish all of you, Merry Christmas in advance!

loves,

kellyw

QUOTE OF THE DAY

Sometimes when we are generous in small, barely detectable ways it can change someone else's life forever.

The Limited Edition of Everything

Have you ever think of how limited are you?

You're a limited edition, perhaps.

But others are working for more to compile a special edition for themselves.

Why are you stopping at the point to limit yourself then?

Well, I'm making a special edition of myself instead of limited edition.

And you?

kellyw

FULL OF >=)=)=D=3=/=(='(

I just wanna split everything out.

Is raining heavily out there and I guess every1 is sleeping soundly now.

As usual, I'm having sleeping problem these few days and I'm up here. =)

I miss his long hair XD

Do you know that we were close friends before this?

I told myself before this that I'll never like him, never.

Like never be together with our best friend.

But surprisingly ended up, I'm in love with him now.

See how love works now? It's amazing.

You can't predict what will happen in the next hour, seriously.

I never ever expect that we're going to be the one before.

We've gone through a little rocky road before we decided to hold each other's hand.

After 2 months plus, here comes another one. This time, will not be as easy as the rocky road.

This will be a tougher one as we have to hold each other's hand to climb through this mountain.

The God is putting us to a test and I'm readying myself to bring it on.

We have a long way to go.

I believe that we can make through this, right baby?

I'm so aww when he said he'll give all his time for me and no bball.

Basketball is part of his life and he's willing to sacrifice it for me.

I'm happy of course but at the same time, I don't wanna be that selfish.

Though he's leaving for training soon, but I still want him to balance his time for family, friends, revision and me. =D

As long as his heart owns me, I'm good and fine.

Opps, I fell asleep after I typed the last line.

I got a good good news from him once I woke up and which is only for me.

*I'm not going to reveal what is it here* >=)

He's such a sweet guy.

Aww X100000000000000000000000000

I got all types of emotion now.

I can't deny that I'm an emotional person.

Well, that's the nature of Cancer.

*aha*

xoxo,

kellyw

IT'S 3AM,

and I'm pillow talking with my dear cousie Vinic in MSN.

It has been a long time we didn't do this.

I really do hope that she will find her Mr. Right soon.

I can't bear seeing her getting hurt from those jerks. *aiks

Be wise and choose a good guy, dear.

At the same time, I'm worrying the boy who just fell sick now. (a.k.a. xiang shi bing)

It has been the 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th day we didn't see each other and he's sick now. =/

Seems like the time is passing like a snail here.

Can't stop playing the song that he sent just now.

The feeling is getting stronger and stronger.

Just received a call from Darren Q.

He asked bout my life, I asked bout his shitsssss..

Well, we used to be that way last time but somehow, we stopped.

And he surprised me with his call just now. LOL

To darren, "I'll stop ur shitsss when Missy Joc is down to KL next Jan. Beware."

Oh, back to the topic.

Yea, it grew stronger.

People who knows or don't know us are judging bout us.

This included my friends, his friends, our mutual friends, or even our ex's friends. *epic

Either good nor bad, I'll accept but bad cursing bout us is a no-no.

Karma bites, u know. =)

If you know my ex, stop mentioning bout him to my sayang.

Never ask bout him pls and stop pretending you're a sweet angel in front of my sayang.

And those who said that she can take him from me whenever she wants, go ahead.

But I'm here to remind you that he's not a toy for you, he has his rights to choose, "hun".

One last thing, if you thought that I snatched him from you, so sorry to tell you that,

WE CHOSEN EACH OTHER TO BE THE ONE

So, grow up and live on.

p/s: I'll add oil. Thank you.

I'm signing off now.

kellyw

UP AND DOWN

Have you ever think of what to do in the next morning?

Well, I do now.

Staying up late so that I can wake up late.

As if the time will past faster. >=/

Blogging is what I can do to spend my time now. hmmm

I need to meet up with the dentist but it's fully booked till Jan 2011. ugh

Should have make the appointment earlier.

In btw, I'm going to meet up my hairstylist for a hair-do in few days later.

Need a hair trim, re-dye and a complete treatment.

Missing every1 in KL now.

My mood swings these days due to the "monthly visit" few days later.

I dislike it so so much as I have to control myself 99 not to put on my temper to anyone else.

Oh ya, I need a new blog skin to welcome the 1st year of a new decade but I can't find any that I fancy yet.

So, I'm waiting for the sun to rise and ask my Missy Joc where to find a simple yet nice skin.

It's 5am and I have to morning call the boy in half an hour time.

Pray hard that he'll wake up and get ready for his morning class.

Pray hard that he can delay his mid-sem examination as our trip is clashed with his mid-term.

I feel so lifeless now.

JUST THE WAY I AM

Ben xiao jie is currently at Johor now.

Will be back on the 22nd. Let's countdown!

This is the period that we separated from each other for so long.

Yeah, is hard for us but we have to start practice being far apart from each other as he has to go for his conversion license training soon.

So, we're appreciating the time we can always see each other now. =)

And I had a bad bad dream yesterday night and I'm awake for more than 10 times from that continuos dream.

Sadness..... Sobbed so badly and fell asleep again after I called him at 7 in the morning.

This dream tells me that how important is him to me.

He used to be important for me but he's very very important to me now.

So, I'm going be the devil and kill if you have an intention on tackling him. *aha

Well, that's the love trap that everyone is willing to sacrifice themselves for.

He's handling me with his patience;

he's lifting me up with his care;

he's treating me with his sincerity;

and most importantly, he's opening up his heart for me with his truthfulness and honesty.

Not to forget, he accepted me for who am I and just the way I am.

I'm fully secure under his imba protection.

Seriously, no joke.

I'm just like a little girl when I'm with him and I don't have to be tough and independent like a superwoman.
But I know, I can't rely too much on him sometimes as I've been practicing myself to be a superwoman in the future. LOL

Anyway, I found this superb Japanese pianist, Yiruma's clip.

This music is dedicated to a very special person, my boy. ;)
And I wanna let you know that I "lum" you so so muchie.

xoxo,

kellyw

I WOULD LOVE TO BLOG,

but there're too much things in my mind now.

So, good night.

kellyw

ON THIS VERY SPECIAL DAY.

After 4 n half days a.k.a. 132 hours, the boyfie is finally back from Bali and I've met him up!

Till he bbm-ed me when we're having a yamcha session with my besties and high school friend,

He mistaken the date but still, he knew today is the day. =D

We've been officially together for 60 days and counting still.

Happy 2nd monthsary!

p/s: Mum is back and he's going to meet my mum for the very 1st time tonight.

xoxo,

kellyw

WHEN SHE TURNS HER AGE TO 2X,

she wants to:-

i) Be more independent

ii) Earn more money by myself

iii) Try to stop asking money from parents

iv) Study real hard and get imba results

v) Be more motivated

vi) Get a 24-inch waist XD

vii) Build her EQ to a higher level

viii) Plan a wise time management plan

ix) Join MACIP 2011 perhaps or iFeel Girl Search 1st

x) Learn how to cook and bake

xi) Have a new style of myself

xii) Tone up my body shape

xii) Improve my memory

xiv) Try not to be so emotional

xv) Spend wisely

xvi)

I started listing out my resolution now but at the same time I'm appreciating the last month of 20Ten.

The list will be updated day by day till the end of December. =)

SHE

misses her bf,

misses her foundation mates.

But,

she has to study tonight for the last paper tomorrow.

Which,

the subject she hate the most.

She hate these feelings.

She is an emo kid tonight.