Are you original enough?

 It's our authenticity that attracts others to us not other made up stories about us.

=)

Feelings vs. Words

Coincidentally boyfie sent me a bbm message while I was about to post this post.

"Broadcast this if you're brave. I will not lie. Ask me 1 question you've always wanted to ask me. GO! Now let's see who is brave enough to ask?"

And the question just crossed over my mind.

I asked,"What do you think about me? (the negative side)"

He answered me and I'm glad that he's being honest.

Which I knew already. HAHA.

Anyway, the situation suits with the quote below:

xoxo,

The Breaking Dawn

I'm not a big fan of Twilight nor drools over the actors like Edward and Jacob.
But I have to admit that this is the best episode ever.
Or mayb I should put in this way, I totally understand Bella's feelings.
Her dreams came true and after all these obstacles that Edward and Bella had gone through.

And she thought everything is good and she'll live happily ever after but it's totally different.
It was just the beginning of everything,
The adorable half human and vampire baby could take away her life.
She insisted to give birth thou she knew that she'll die.

For me, the climax of the story is when Bella stands up and she can't held the strong baby in her and broke her bones.

She might be turning into a bad and evil vampire but she's brave and I'm glad that she didn't give up on the baby.

I started crying when everyone gave her pressures on giving up that baby included Edward. geez.
I'm a crybaby, I admit it.

Luckily things changed after Edward interacts with the baby.
I can't wait for the part 2 now..

Okay let me end up with the official music video for the movie's theme song.
It's great. Thanks to Christina for the wonderful song. =)

Augmentation

Start to be in a positive crowd and leave the negative thoughts.

I knew bout this since high school but I'm still surrounded by negative words and people.

 When I'm being negative, you'll know why. That's because of my not-peaceful-family and friends.

I'll eventually get influenced by all these negative issues.

Tried to be as positive as I can but it won't last for a long time.

I can stay away from negative friends but I can't stay away from my family.

My dad is having a depression since the world financial crisis and has been consulting psychologist for years.

Thanks to the medicine that he have consumed turn him into another man.

His acts disappointed me seriously.

And once u've taken a psycho med, u'll have to take it till the end of ur day.

His critical thinking is getting worse, memory getting worse, and he's not doing what a director of a company should do.

And I guess I shall end his situation here.

This one big problem branches out a lot of small problems.

 But I'm much more luckier than other people.

At least I'm still given education and I don't have to work for my living and stuffs.

I have to declare that they're not spoiling me for god sake.

They do limit my usage so sometimes, I'll sneak out and work without their permission.

 They want me to have a good financial plan but I always failed to have one.

So I have to work or save money to buy my own stuffs.

I know I'm in a very negative situation since ever my degree course started.

Most of the days, I cried myself to sleep because I can't sleep and I have to wake up early in the morning.

And I've skipped quite a lot of the classes already.

So I told boyfie that I need to find a way to stop all these.

At 1st, I thought I have to find a way of how wake up in the morning and stop missing classes.

But then, I thought of what is the best way to overcome these.

The very 1st thing- change myself.

So my resolution for 2012 is new self.

To be classy and fabulous.

Please don't have a wrong mindset about the classy word.

Google and define it yourself.

I came across a blog while I'm googling.

I'm inspired and I'm taking step by step to change myself.

Now I'm dare to ask for time. I need time to turn into a new self.

Although I'm not sure about how much time I need, but I definitely wanna improve myself. 

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I'll always try to stuck this quote in my head.

 "If you don't like something, change it. If you can't change it, change your attitude. Don't complain." ~Maya Angelou

Besides, I have a link to share.

Do One Thing Different

xoxo,

I GOT INSPIRED!

Inspired by a blog and it is going to help me a lot.

=D

kellyw

2012 Resolution

The one and only new year's resolution:

A new self-

Classy and fabulous.

kellyw

Messed up

Boyfie and I are having an intense stress moment.

He's facing his simulation and I'm facing with tons of uni's work.

Emo.. IKR.

Thou we're having our tough time but we 're still supporting each other's back.

Everything will resume back as normal.

He is still my best of the best.

This picture did made me =)

My all time fav pic. (taken by me) lol

I believe that the God has a better plan for me in the future. I just have to hang on and get rid of these.

Good night.

kellyw

Get to know yourself better

Juneebaby is back on track (to blogger), and she posted up this personality test again.

I did this test few years back and I found out that this test is superb awesome.

You can try it HERE.

And I just tried it again.

My results:

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

xoxo,

kellyw

Wuhuhuhuhu~

Boyfie is sleeping comfortably there and I'm doing case study while blogging here. Pathetic.

But he deserves that because he passed his hardest flying test.

CONGRATZ, love!

The phailed surprise day. LOL

xoxo,

kellyw

CRAPS

Ok, I guess I blog when I'm stress studying halfway.

Thanks to Haji holiday so I can spend one more day with boyfie.

We went to Weissbrau, Pavilion and ordered a tower of Hoegaarden for both of us. A TOWER!

If you got no idea what a tower means, here's a photo of it:

And this thing made me puke like nobody business in the parking. Oh, thank you love.

I'm sucks in drinking but getting better than before after boyfie's training. (I'm sucks at it still) LOL

About the progress of my diet plan, I really saw some changes.

A minor one of course.

I have a straight waistline when I'm fat but now I saw a small curve on my waist now.

I'm adding oil in my studies and diet plan now.

I'll put in my biggest efforts in order to get pretty and get the 1st class honor cert.

LOL

Enough of craps now, just wanna use this opportunity to wish my boyfie

GOOD LUCK!

for tomorrow's flying test.

No stress.

xoxo,

kellyw

Our future

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is our future.

I've found the one who's willing to fulfill my little wish together. =D

That's our bank. We'll save an amount of money together every month for our wedding plan.

You may think this is childish but it's sweet for me.

At least we prepare earlier than having massive headache when the time comes, right.

Some people may think, why are you so stupid? Why don't you let him bear with all those fees?

And I'll replace my explanation with this is the quote I've found on net:

"Love is not to be purchased, and affection has no price."

and 

"There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved."

We talk like best friend and we love like old sweet couples.

But of course, we can't predict the future yet.

It's better to have an aim and preparation than asking why am I stucking in this relationship.

Happy 13th in advance, boyfie.

You know I love you.

xoxo,

kellyw

If human can transfer energy to each other.

I tend to get emotional easily since ever the class commenced.

The biggest factor is the stress that I couldn't handle in such short time.

With the sucky timetable which starts at 8am and ends at 6pm almost everyday killed my skin cells.

I'm having panda eyes because I have to wake up at 5.30am for 4 days in a week and I reached home around 7pm, get my stuffs done and settle down.

Get the lecture notes and tutorial questions printed and make sure I've done all of the tutorial questions before I jump to my bed.

Sometimes when I get really stressed, I forced myself to go for a chilling session with friends but I'll superb exhaust already.

There my life goes.

It has been repeated for a month plus already. I'm getting bored and stressed out.

Thank God for having a week of sem break last week but it's not enough seriously.

I have to do my assignment still. They come in bulks at a time. No joke.

At the same time, Mum came to town just to visit me so I've to accompany her too.

I don't have a holiday actually.

Due to the holidays I had last week, I've started to missed lectures and classes because of overslept.

This brings me more stress because once I've missed them, I have to do a lot of catch ups which stress me more and more.

My happy days will be on the weekends which boyfie will be back in town.

But sometimes when he couldn't come back and friends are not free on the weekend, I'll just stay at home and get questions like,"Why are you home on weekends?"

Pathetic right?

And I'm doing my Econs tutorial questions for tomorrow before the class starts at 2pm later.

I'm stucked in between now. =,=

That's tiring.

Oh, by the way, today is my dad and stepmum's 10th wedding anniversary.

Happy anniversary. =)

kellyw

How old is your body? I'm 23.

Blogging instead of doing Econ's article summary. o.O
Just leave that aside for a while since I've done halfway.

Well, regarding the topic that I wanna talk about today is how old is our body.
Is it older than what we're supposed to be or is it younger?
I believe that most of you knew bout this matter but not concern bout it.
And I'm not doing some advertisement here. I'm just to share since I find nothing to do now.

So yea, I'm officially a Herbalife consumer right now.
That sounds familiar right. For those who don't know what is it about, here's the link:
http://www.herbalifeww.com/my/index.asp
A lot of friends have been introducing me this Herbalife thingy but it's too expensive for a poor student like me.
Until the boyfie starts to consume and see his before&after, Juneebaby's feedback and stepmum started to consume too.
Some of the other consumers pointed out their flaws but most of the consumers gave a good feedback. So consume at your own risk! haha

Everyone should have an aim to achieve if they're consuming this and obviously my aim is to slim down la...
Honestly, I've tried a lot of types of diet pill, diet powder and all kind of diet plan but all failed and wasted LOTSA money. =,=
That's stupid, I know and I never believe in those stupid diet pills anymore.
They're effective but at the same time, they shrink my boobs too. *slapface*
I've tried to go to the gym, cut down the portion of my meal. It's either I don't have the time or I can't control myself for the wonderful food. Lots of excuses.
I'm putting on weight since I started dating with boyfie. Too bliss until I've gained +-5kg.
And I don't even dare to accept any job offers like to be a model for Nikon's photography class or blogshop model and stuffs like that.


So since I've been dream of joining Miss Astro 2012,  I've decided to start the Herbalife weight management plan.
And I went to Herbalife's breakfast shop this morning to measure my weight and to get them to teach me how to drink that shake to achieve my ideal weight.
My weight is currently 57.9kg with 164cm tall. My IBM are normal but not the FATS living in my body.
The ideal percentage of my body is 21.9% to 23% if i'm not mistaken, and I'm having the freaking 29% of fats in my body which is almost obsese now.
And my body is at the age of 23 because of the fats contain in my body.
Let's see if there's any improvement in a month time. =)

Why can't I write that long in my summary? =(((
Okay, back to work now.

p/s: I miss you.

xoxo,

kellyw