Augmentation

Start to be in a positive crowd and leave the negative thoughts.

I knew bout this since high school but I'm still surrounded by negative words and people.

 When I'm being negative, you'll know why. That's because of my not-peaceful-family and friends.

I'll eventually get influenced by all these negative issues.

Tried to be as positive as I can but it won't last for a long time.

I can stay away from negative friends but I can't stay away from my family.

My dad is having a depression since the world financial crisis and has been consulting psychologist for years.

Thanks to the medicine that he have consumed turn him into another man.

His acts disappointed me seriously.

And once u've taken a psycho med, u'll have to take it till the end of ur day.

His critical thinking is getting worse, memory getting worse, and he's not doing what a director of a company should do.

And I guess I shall end his situation here.

This one big problem branches out a lot of small problems.

 But I'm much more luckier than other people.

At least I'm still given education and I don't have to work for my living and stuffs.

I have to declare that they're not spoiling me for god sake.

They do limit my usage so sometimes, I'll sneak out and work without their permission.

 They want me to have a good financial plan but I always failed to have one.

So I have to work or save money to buy my own stuffs.

I know I'm in a very negative situation since ever my degree course started.

Most of the days, I cried myself to sleep because I can't sleep and I have to wake up early in the morning.

And I've skipped quite a lot of the classes already.

So I told boyfie that I need to find a way to stop all these.

At 1st, I thought I have to find a way of how wake up in the morning and stop missing classes.

But then, I thought of what is the best way to overcome these.

The very 1st thing- change myself.

So my resolution for 2012 is new self.

To be classy and fabulous.

Please don't have a wrong mindset about the classy word.

Google and define it yourself.

I came across a blog while I'm googling.

I'm inspired and I'm taking step by step to change myself.

Now I'm dare to ask for time. I need time to turn into a new self.

Although I'm not sure about how much time I need, but I definitely wanna improve myself. 

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I'll always try to stuck this quote in my head.

 "If you don't like something, change it. If you can't change it, change your attitude. Don't complain." ~Maya Angelou

Besides, I have a link to share.

Do One Thing Different

xoxo,