CHRISTMAS MEAL

Say goodbye to Ding Dong Bell and welcoming another year.

Oh yea, BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS.

How did u celebrate ur Christmas this year?

Well, I'm lucky enough to have a talented boyfriend.

He can sing well, act well, work well, expose himself to the public well (I guess XD), and he can COOK!

I know I'm late to try out his cooking skills but blame him. ;)

I've waited for about 1 year 7 months and 2 days. LOL

Btw, he just used an hour to cook all these.

I'm impressive. (lalalala~I don't major in cooking)

These are the foods:

TADA!

I actually can't manage to finish all of them.

These are not the ordinary hot dogs and hams. U have to try it and u'll know.

Mushrooms soup added with sepcial recipe.

Finally! *buuurrrrpppp

Cook of the day! (we forced to eat up all the foods on the table as they're too much)

Thank you, bee.

I knew u had a hard day that day. =)

I appreciate and he said he'll cook more in the coming days.

Now, I'm waiting and craving for his cooking. *sluuurrpppp

Ahh.. I can't wait cos I'm hungry now. XP

LOST

I lost all of my blog links.

Pls drop me a msg by linking to ur blog.

TQ! =)

CURRENT

*Blink*Blink*Blink*

Year 2010 is here soon.

I hope for new beginning and I'll learnt from mistakes.

Year 2009 was too hectic for me.

Everything changed and it doesn't go as it planned.

Anyway, I'll get rid soon and I take it as a lesson of life.

I'm having a pleasant holiday in Johor now.

With the true care from family (although I've been nag a lot here), carefree lifestyle (a village life), eat healthy (balance meal for morning, afternoon and night) except sleeping time.

I can sleep early but once I closed my eyes and almost fell asleep, I'll be direct to the dream.

I'll be direct to the unpleasant dream, EVERYNIGHT!

Eventually, I'm fine at the beginning but then I'm getting tired everyday.

End up, I don't plan to sleep tonight and I'm extremely tired.

GAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHEN THING GOES WRONG

When we can't rewind to the past,

When we can't correct what we've done,

When we've been treated harsh by people,

When we got no more trust from people,

When we thought we can protect ourselves,

When we thought we can be tough,

When we are in the dilemma,

When we hope people will understand,

But, everything just messed up.

When we wanted to change,

When we wanted to follow,

When we wanted to accept,

When we wanted to listen,

When we wanted to care,

When we wanted to know,

When we missed chances,

And, they wouldn't give u chances anymore.

IN MY MIND

I accompanied my boyfriend up to Genting hill to work for few hours at the Star of Arena.

Oh, I'm exhausted.

As his working company is one of the co-sponsor for OH Concert, so we have this VIP ticket to enjoy the show later. *teehee*

I'm pretty excited cause this was the 1st time that I'm with him when he's working.

So that I can experience and understand his feelings to work this way as he always complained that he's tired. Oh, I'm exhausted.

Oh boy, u'll never know how tired it was.

Woke up early to get ready, wait for some stuffs to arrive in the office, check everything b4 we left, time wasted to get to that destination, set up and wait for the customers.

As what he told me, this was the easiest task to do among all.

I have to pity him to run all over the states or overseas.

I think I have to stop complaining about why is he so tired everyday.

Anyway, pics time. =)

Oh, it's me.

This is my boyfriend.

Phirence *phi*

He's being black and yellow today.

The sweet moment

Trio

This time with flash

Started to be crazy.

Flashy_Tiring

After the so called working session, we went into the hall and stay only for 30mins i think.

The boyfriend said it's boring and they're in bad condition. (the singing skills not so good.)

The concert that I'm willing to pay high to see are Jolin and Lee Hom Wang.

One with sing and dance another one with music instruments.

So, that is why they're my idol. LOLS.

Stop craping bout that.

After that, we walked alll the way to First World, the Pavilion then Genting then First World again because we got nothing to do at all.

So we went down the hill to back to KL.

Oh, that's boring I know but no choice. Very limited time for us.

Up and down

We stopped by.

Christmas is coming!

Oh, our watch and phone

<3

Oh, that's our day.

SURRENDER

Phew~

I just posted a kinda long post to my class's blog. (should be my ex-class now)

I don't wish to leave my coursemates as they're all great.

They got no politics and those negative stuff.

They're helpful and friendly.

Too bad, I quitted A Levels today.

I signed the form today in the office.

I'm changing course to Foundation in Business in Jan 2010.

I'll be in a new environment, new campus, new coursemate, new lecturers.

Oh, I have to get ready from now because I have to study for MATHS!

I hate Maths so much but I got no choice.

I am forced to take Maths if I wanna take business.

Plus, they have English subject too.

English I, II, III. @@

That means I have to write english essay too.

That's..............................boring.

So, I shall start back my English course in Cambridge now.

Everything will change real soon.

I just have one and half month before my course starts.

I promised myself, I must study hard no matter what difficulties I have.

I'll finished the whole course.

It only takes me 4 years to have my own degree or perhaps I'll think of PhD too.(bahahaha, dreaming)

However, I felt sad because I used to log in to Taylor's student portal daily.

As I'm not the part of theirs anymore, I can't log in anymore.

It written, The ID student doesn't exist.

I'm totally down, down, down. (not the song of down)

Although I'm there for only 3 months.

I'm just...............blank for the moment.

I wish to keep in touch with my darlings from my class in A Levels.

I'm officially out from 0906PB6 now.

I'll miss them.

=(

18TH MONTHS

Oh, time flies.

Months and months.

Today, it is our one and half year anniversary.

Rewind and recall.

From 2nd May 2008 till now.

We still love each other as before.

I'll always appreciate this honey bee.

Thank you bee for giving me what I have now.

=)

SPEECHLESS

Slept at 5am. Thanks to my flu.

Woke up at 10am cause Ray, Karen, MK and I have to do something in somewhere.

Everything were going smoothly.

Morning called Ray but couldn't call Karen as there're something wrong with her phone.

That's alright but then......

Ray called and said that she's going to see a doctor at 11.30am.

Oh no, my car was drove by grandma, Karen haven't wake up, MK is having tuition with other ppl later.

Then, someone being cool to me. I hate that and I slammed the call.

U got no right to show me that fucking tone.

Soon, I found out that someone slept late and told me earlier that he gonna sleep.

Got his explaination but I got no mood at all.

So I just ignore.

Now, just wait for my grandma to be home.

I'm sleepy and terrible sick now.

Plus, I forgot to take off my lenses.

My eyes are burning now.

Give me a break.

Let me to have a nice sleep and ready for tonight's party, can I?

D.I.S.T.U.R.B.I.A.

Health.

Decisions.

Independence.

Sleepless night.

God bless.

HOPES

Oh, sick is getting worse but under control.

Still weak but going to have a very busy weekend.

Eyes getting red cause I had sleepless night as I am busy visiting the washroom.

I just sat for LAN Malaysian Studies in the afternoon.

It was......... kinda easy if we had study the notes.

Soon after that, I vomited and time for me to visit the doctor again which I visited last 2 days.

Medicine again.

I had 6 types of med b4 this and plus today's, then it will equals to 8 types of med that I have to consume.

That's aw.......ful..........

Anyway, I really hope I'll get well soon.

Pray hard.

I thought I could be considerate.

No longer it is.

I am extremely not feeling well.

And I'm all by myself.

Looking at the books which I wanted to read.

Couldn't even focus cos of the pain.

I'm in a very down moment now.

Pushing myself to the positive non-stop.

Who's there?

No one.

2 more hours before I'm off to college.

And I have to drive all my way to college.

Left a bit of business studies notes that i need to study.

Test will be at 8am.

But I am going to sleep now.

Nights. <3

MY LOVELY WORK

15th Oct 2009:

- Business Studies test

- Account's homework

22nd Oct 2009:

- Economic's presentation (group work but individual marks)

- Final LAN (history) exam

24th & 25th Oct 2009:

- Part time job in PWTC (I regretted cause I thought I'm free)

26th Oct 2009:

- Business Studies presentation

Others:

- Tons of account's tutorial questions

- Business studies (case study)

- Catch up for Economics

STRONG FEELINGS

Seems like I've been neglecting for whole day.

I always have my lovely Sunday with my family.

At least we always have dinner in the morning.

We'll never miss Sunday breakfast.

Now.......... it changed like wind.

Only some ppl understand.

No more Sunday breakfast nor dinner.

If I have no activities, I'll stay at home and hide myself.

I love to hide myself from exposure to public nowadays.

Not even going out with friends.

I got a real hard comment from lec last week that added more pressure in me.

Always been rejected when I wanna go out so I choose not to go out anymore unless I force myself to.

Had some good friends but now I don't think so.

They're having their own problems so I don't wish to disturb them.

I used to feel the best when I'm at home but not anymore.

I tried to do revision to catch up but everything seems useless.

I can't absorb what I read.

Why? No idea.

I'm just too negative now.

How long will it be?

I wish to know the answer right now.

I wish I'm busy like nobody business.

SUPER HELLO KITTY JEWEL DOLL

A "Super Hello Kitty Jewel Doll", studded with a 1.027ct diamond on its ribbon, 403 pink sapphires on its body, a citrine for its yellow nose, black spinels for its eyes and a total 1,939 pieces of white topaz for its head on a platinum 900 made body, is displayed at the "Girlish Culture Hello Kitty" exhibition in Tokyo. Luxury crystal maker Swarovski, Japanese toy firm Sanrio and Japanese jewelery maker I.K. unveiled the 15 million yen (150,000 USD) and 10.5 cm-tall Hello Kitty at the Baselworld watch and jewellery show in Switzerland last month to celebrate the 35th anniversary of the Hello Kitty character.


RM521, 126. 15

JUST ONCE

We live once.

We only have one life.

The way we chosen was ours.

We don't blame.

We don't complain.

We live in bitter, sweet, spicy and sour,

and we're lucky for tasting all these feelings.

I'm feeling the heat.

I'm feeling it alone now.

No one knows but I'll always put a =)

The sorrows we have,

we shall accept.

As time goes by, we'll see, we'll grow up and we understand.

We put a full stop doesn't mean we gave up.

We just..... take a break.

We may continue writing after the full stop.

Make it meaningful and colorful.

Good Night.

p/s: I wish i'll sleep well tonight.

RUN TO THE BEACH!

Pack and pack.

I'll be away for 4 days to Pulau Langkawi with my family and I'm not sure who's going thou.

I love beach but not Langkawi Island i think.

Hopefully I won't be bored there.

My cousie Vinic didn't join me this time.

So, is time to do some revision at the beach. WooHoo!

Will be at KLIA at 9am tomorrow morning.

At the same time, Ser Thiam Loong is leaving Malaysia too.

So I can't send u off.

See u next year, Ah Gor.

I'll miss u.

FOREVER

Alright. Some new update here. Sorry for the few Hello Kitty post. =)

I actually have 2 or 3 more post to update but is too late as they're 2 to 3 months ago.

I don't feel like blogging them anymore.

Anyway, forget bout them.

Today, I didn't go for college and stucked at home for the whole day with cutediotic.

Poker, poker and poker.

Actually I'm going to meet my Junee but too bad the car is bringing problem to me after I get myself ready.

Grandma nag and nag bout my car.

So I have to bring the car to service and repair.

Oh no, means I have to ffk Junee.

Once again, I've disappointed her. Damnit.

Then, I received a msg at 6.43pm from my god-brother.

"Heya, ready already? will pick u up like 7pm something ya."

I was like, whatttttt??????????!!!!!!

I called him as I thought today was Tuesday and we planned to have dinner on Thursday.

After I mistaken the date, so I have no choice.

Quickly make up and very quick shower. Phew.

Luckily I'm on time.

I don't hope this is the last dinner for this year la cause my bro and his gf finished their summer holidays and back to London again. =(

We went to Delicious @ Marc Residence.

We ordered main dishes, side dishes and dessert.

Oh no, we're so so so full after the whole session.

Thanks gor for the meal.

Picture time!

When he's angry'ing' CV

"Give u girls gek sei" by Ah Gor

"Yeppie, I won!"

Act cool

Talking to mummy

Oh cute CV

Take 1 *sorry, ignore my bread face*

Take 2

My future sister-in-law

My beloved brother

Yea, LANSI

In the lift

Ah Moi

When Ah Gor saw a nice car. Pity CV.

Boring us

Love bug

Sorry if I annoyed u.

So end of the post now. I had a great night. Thank u. =)