DEEP INSIDE

Once again, things doesn't go smoothly.

Eventhough the busy man, kamsaimie can sense that I got a lot of problems that I kept in heart.

When can I go through all these?

After I ate all of my dad's and grandpa's words, I felt a deep cut inside my heart that no one can feel it.

I'm writting out not to get sympathize but just to express my feelings.

This blog will be the machine for me to release out all of my inner feelings.

I'm in a dilemma.

Should I quit the job? Should I listen to the older ones? Should I be what I wanna be?

Anyway, I need to be tough.