There is nothing to be sad about here.

This will be the last post for the year.

Happy New Year Eve, peeps!

xoxo,

kellyw

NOW OR NEVER

Today is the 2nd last day of Year 2010.

Have you left anything behind? If you do, hurry up and do it before its too late.

I don't wish that Year 20Eleven comes that fast but at the same time I don't wanna stuck in Year 20Ten. That's sucks, I know.

What to do.. Time wouldn't stop for anyone of us. It'll just tick, tick and tick non-stop.

What can I say bout 20Ten?

Hmm.. It's a year that I learnt more bout life.

The lessons I had were priceless.

From family to studies then love and friends.

It's another 365 days, dude. I shall move on to 2011 thou I felt that it is not a good year for me.

But honestly, I'm not ready for it.

I'm trying to be positive all the same, never failed but when I'm being too positive, that's the moment that I'm avoiding problems. Bet that no one knows bout this. =)

I tried to be emo when I'm down sometimes but I've used to protect my own heart from being emo, so yea. That's what I've learnt since last 6 months.

But when you see me emo nemo, this means that I'm really down. Down to the max which I can't resist anymore, which I can go insane anytime, anywhere.

I do look like an arrogant bitch to ppl sometimes but this will happens when I felt that you don't worth my time at all. *aha

Fast forward and skips all the inner secret attitudes of mine. *can't be revealed that much*

So basically this is the overall at the moment:

Family is good ☑

Friend are good ☑

Studies are good ☐

Love is good ☑

Can't deny that I'm a slow learner but somehow, I'm learning right. LOL

xoxo,

kellyw

GREETINGS IN ADVANCE

Hi, peeps.

Ben xiao jie is back to the town! But is just for a night as I'm running to another town today. =)

I'll be away for 6 days.

So, I would like to wish all of you, Merry Christmas in advance!

loves,

kellyw

QUOTE OF THE DAY

Sometimes when we are generous in small, barely detectable ways it can change someone else's life forever.

The Limited Edition of Everything

Have you ever think of how limited are you?

You're a limited edition, perhaps.

But others are working for more to compile a special edition for themselves.

Why are you stopping at the point to limit yourself then?

Well, I'm making a special edition of myself instead of limited edition.

And you?

kellyw

FULL OF >=)=)=D=3=/=(='(

I just wanna split everything out.

Is raining heavily out there and I guess every1 is sleeping soundly now.

As usual, I'm having sleeping problem these few days and I'm up here. =)

I miss his long hair XD

Do you know that we were close friends before this?

I told myself before this that I'll never like him, never.

Like never be together with our best friend.

But surprisingly ended up, I'm in love with him now.

See how love works now? It's amazing.

You can't predict what will happen in the next hour, seriously.

I never ever expect that we're going to be the one before.

We've gone through a little rocky road before we decided to hold each other's hand.

After 2 months plus, here comes another one. This time, will not be as easy as the rocky road.

This will be a tougher one as we have to hold each other's hand to climb through this mountain.

The God is putting us to a test and I'm readying myself to bring it on.

We have a long way to go.

I believe that we can make through this, right baby?

I'm so aww when he said he'll give all his time for me and no bball.

Basketball is part of his life and he's willing to sacrifice it for me.

I'm happy of course but at the same time, I don't wanna be that selfish.

Though he's leaving for training soon, but I still want him to balance his time for family, friends, revision and me. =D

As long as his heart owns me, I'm good and fine.

Opps, I fell asleep after I typed the last line.

I got a good good news from him once I woke up and which is only for me.

*I'm not going to reveal what is it here* >=)

He's such a sweet guy.

Aww X100000000000000000000000000

I got all types of emotion now.

I can't deny that I'm an emotional person.

Well, that's the nature of Cancer.

*aha*

xoxo,

kellyw

IT'S 3AM,

and I'm pillow talking with my dear cousie Vinic in MSN.

It has been a long time we didn't do this.

I really do hope that she will find her Mr. Right soon.

I can't bear seeing her getting hurt from those jerks. *aiks

Be wise and choose a good guy, dear.

At the same time, I'm worrying the boy who just fell sick now. (a.k.a. xiang shi bing)

It has been the 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th day we didn't see each other and he's sick now. =/

Seems like the time is passing like a snail here.

Can't stop playing the song that he sent just now.

The feeling is getting stronger and stronger.

Just received a call from Darren Q.

He asked bout my life, I asked bout his shitsssss..

Well, we used to be that way last time but somehow, we stopped.

And he surprised me with his call just now. LOL

To darren, "I'll stop ur shitsss when Missy Joc is down to KL next Jan. Beware."

Oh, back to the topic.

Yea, it grew stronger.

People who knows or don't know us are judging bout us.

This included my friends, his friends, our mutual friends, or even our ex's friends. *epic

Either good nor bad, I'll accept but bad cursing bout us is a no-no.

Karma bites, u know. =)

If you know my ex, stop mentioning bout him to my sayang.

Never ask bout him pls and stop pretending you're a sweet angel in front of my sayang.

And those who said that she can take him from me whenever she wants, go ahead.

But I'm here to remind you that he's not a toy for you, he has his rights to choose, "hun".

One last thing, if you thought that I snatched him from you, so sorry to tell you that,

WE CHOSEN EACH OTHER TO BE THE ONE

So, grow up and live on.

p/s: I'll add oil. Thank you.

I'm signing off now.

kellyw

UP AND DOWN

Have you ever think of what to do in the next morning?

Well, I do now.

Staying up late so that I can wake up late.

As if the time will past faster. >=/

Blogging is what I can do to spend my time now. hmmm

I need to meet up with the dentist but it's fully booked till Jan 2011. ugh

Should have make the appointment earlier.

In btw, I'm going to meet up my hairstylist for a hair-do in few days later.

Need a hair trim, re-dye and a complete treatment.

Missing every1 in KL now.

My mood swings these days due to the "monthly visit" few days later.

I dislike it so so much as I have to control myself 99 not to put on my temper to anyone else.

Oh ya, I need a new blog skin to welcome the 1st year of a new decade but I can't find any that I fancy yet.

So, I'm waiting for the sun to rise and ask my Missy Joc where to find a simple yet nice skin.

It's 5am and I have to morning call the boy in half an hour time.

Pray hard that he'll wake up and get ready for his morning class.

Pray hard that he can delay his mid-sem examination as our trip is clashed with his mid-term.

I feel so lifeless now.

JUST THE WAY I AM

Ben xiao jie is currently at Johor now.

Will be back on the 22nd. Let's countdown!

This is the period that we separated from each other for so long.

Yeah, is hard for us but we have to start practice being far apart from each other as he has to go for his conversion license training soon.

So, we're appreciating the time we can always see each other now. =)

And I had a bad bad dream yesterday night and I'm awake for more than 10 times from that continuos dream.

Sadness..... Sobbed so badly and fell asleep again after I called him at 7 in the morning.

This dream tells me that how important is him to me.

He used to be important for me but he's very very important to me now.

So, I'm going be the devil and kill if you have an intention on tackling him. *aha

Well, that's the love trap that everyone is willing to sacrifice themselves for.

He's handling me with his patience;

he's lifting me up with his care;

he's treating me with his sincerity;

and most importantly, he's opening up his heart for me with his truthfulness and honesty.

Not to forget, he accepted me for who am I and just the way I am.

I'm fully secure under his imba protection.

Seriously, no joke.

I'm just like a little girl when I'm with him and I don't have to be tough and independent like a superwoman.
But I know, I can't rely too much on him sometimes as I've been practicing myself to be a superwoman in the future. LOL

Anyway, I found this superb Japanese pianist, Yiruma's clip.

This music is dedicated to a very special person, my boy. ;)
And I wanna let you know that I "lum" you so so muchie.

xoxo,

kellyw

I WOULD LOVE TO BLOG,

but there're too much things in my mind now.

So, good night.

kellyw

ON THIS VERY SPECIAL DAY.

After 4 n half days a.k.a. 132 hours, the boyfie is finally back from Bali and I've met him up!

Till he bbm-ed me when we're having a yamcha session with my besties and high school friend,

He mistaken the date but still, he knew today is the day. =D

We've been officially together for 60 days and counting still.

Happy 2nd monthsary!

p/s: Mum is back and he's going to meet my mum for the very 1st time tonight.

xoxo,

kellyw

WHEN SHE TURNS HER AGE TO 2X,

she wants to:-

i) Be more independent

ii) Earn more money by myself

iii) Try to stop asking money from parents

iv) Study real hard and get imba results

v) Be more motivated

vi) Get a 24-inch waist XD

vii) Build her EQ to a higher level

viii) Plan a wise time management plan

ix) Join MACIP 2011 perhaps or iFeel Girl Search 1st

x) Learn how to cook and bake

xi) Have a new style of myself

xii) Tone up my body shape

xii) Improve my memory

xiv) Try not to be so emotional

xv) Spend wisely

xvi)

I started listing out my resolution now but at the same time I'm appreciating the last month of 20Ten.

The list will be updated day by day till the end of December. =)

SHE

misses her bf,

misses her foundation mates.

But,

she has to study tonight for the last paper tomorrow.

Which,

the subject she hate the most.

She hate these feelings.

She is an emo kid tonight.

ZOOMBIE

Finals in 9 hours time!

Eventually, I almost done for my revision tonight.

I just need a last browse thru and complete a set of past year paper and I'm ready for tomorrow's exam. =)

But of course, I'll be stressed up still..

Wish me luck, wish me luck.

Looked gg pale here. Say hi to eyebags and dandruff. FML

ADIOS!

Guess what, yesterday was the last day of TBF.

WHAT?! That's super fast!

I remember how I finished my high school,

how I entered A Levels and then, how I got nervous breakdown and quit.

Now, I finally finished my foundation which I always thought I'll have the same ending again.

Honestly, I don't really work hard for my foundation because whenever I work hard, I'll stressed up till as if the world is going to end.

Thanks for the impact I got after the A Levels course.

Used to work things out myself all these time, I'm trying to be so called superwoman and independent. *geezzz*

Somehow, I do fell down at times when I couldn't stand on myself anymore and need someone to hold me up. *which there's no one to hold firmly*

But there's difference between now and previous time.

I have him to comfort and support me when I need them.

I can talk to him whenever I want.

The small lil surprises can really lighten my dull moody day.

Oh, by the way, I've started to think of my resolution.

Have you started to do so?

Bet that the life will be more challenging when I reached the age that starting with 2.

I can't wait for the brand new year and be a grown up girl.

*yea, I've accepted the fact that I have to grow up and leave the world when my time comes."

xoxo,

kellyw

I'M SORRY

Ain't easy to adopt a dog, you have to be full committed to it, taking care of it as if it is your children.

Never ever adopt it if you have not enough time to accompany it and don't ever leave to your maid because you're the owner.

I'm the example of being an irresponsible owner.

I've regretted so much of bringing him home because I left for my own sake.

I've been wondering how is him now, where is him now and I do miss him so so much.

Although it's just 8 months, but he meant a lot to me.

I hope you're good, boy.

This is the pic that I held him for the very 1st time.....

=')

kellyw

RAY'S BIG DAY!

As usual, never failed to attend F.R.I.E.N.D.S. birthday except Bea's obviously.

On this very special year, our posing director, Ray Wong held a simple yet fun house birthday party.

She cling"ed" with a kinda creative idea with the "LOK LOK" car which her parents booked and rented for our foods.

Multiple choices were there for us to choose and eat, eat, and EAT! LOL

After that, we had a surians and x-surians k session and of course, with beers. aha

Will let the pictures to do the talking then, =)

Juneebaby and the birthday girl, RayW

Ray and yours truly, =)

Take 2

Supposed to be 7 but left 4 on that night. hmm..

Me, Babe Junee, Dear Ray, Darling K

X-surians+ Surians

Imba ah Lai. =D

Proceed to the k room and continue camwhoring

Specky lai and specky me

The couple, Hary and Natelly that you'll envy of. They've been together for 4 years.

I bet that everyone knows what's our relationship, my babe.

Playing around with the Ray's specs

Noobie Wong

Last but not least, Qian Qian in da hse! =D

I forgotten to bring mai cam that day so I grabbed all these pics from Junee.

There're more pics in Ray's cam but she haven't upload them.

Signing off again. =)

xoxo,

kellyw

I SEE LIGHT

*sniff* having a lil running nose

Is going to be another year ends again.

How's 2010 treating you?

Anyway, it is just another year that you'll forget if its treating you badly.

Seriously, no joke. You don't even wanna recall it.

By the way, I'm going to end my foundation soon. Like real soon which is just less than 200 hours and finals is just 12 days away! =/

I don't wanna to grow up, can I?

My age will be starting at the digit of 2 next year, turns 3 in a decade and 4 in the next decade, then 5 and etc.

Scary! Alright, I'm worrying too much now. Don't mind me. =D

My close friends and my family said that I'm much more happier than before, which is true.

I have to thanks to my superb boyfie for bringing up the lights for me.

Well, not to forget, my family and the bunch of friends too.

I'm really grateful with what I have now. That's more than enough.

"Greed", I once tried to be greedy in relationship but it can't be fitted in my trait list.

It's just not right and that's sooooooo not me.

I've been wondering how those girls can be so pro to have few boyfriends at a time. *I salute*

This is just another short update and I'm signing off now.

But before that, going to end this post with this:

*toodles*

xoxo,

kellyw

p/s: You'll soon know how did I left all the sad memories behind in a short period of time. =)

I'M NOW

taken by,

HIM (taken on our 1st monthsary night)

introducing you my super imba sayang. =D

Bet that not many people know bout this as everyone thought we are best best friend.

We were before this and I'm glad to be in love with my best friend now.

Some people may judge me from this but time proves, so go on and gossips as much as u can.

Because you will never know what's happening in the insider.

Thanks for your fully attention on us and we're doing real great.

We'll make it to the greatest, believe me.

Imma happy girl. Wee~

KellyW

TO: THE TET TET QUEEN

No matter how busy am I or how late I to write this post to you,

I'm here to wish you now,

HAPPY TET TET 21ST BIRTHDAY, ERICA NG JOE YIN!!!!!!!

You big big girl d, cannot be no manners d, k?

I'm sorry I'm not thee Top10 person who wishes you, but I'm not the last either. >=)

Please enjoy your 11/11/2010 although you're having that 2 tet tet papers to sit for.

p/s: I'm confirm that I'll be in you party this Sat. No FFK! =D

wishes by,

kellywong

BYE CHINA!

Gonna spend the last night in Guangzhou now.

Ahhh, I miss home! =X

But assignments will suffocate me once I'm back to college on Friday.

By the way, I finally get rid of my P license which means I'm getting older.

Can I just stay at this age? LMAO

MAKING CHOICEs'

There're too much options in this world.

We, as a human being, are the most greedy creature in this universe.

We grab one which is the best for us but when we thought the others are better, we leave the current one and go them.

Somehow, if we realised we made the wrong choices, we regretted.

Life's a cycle which goes round and round.

They come and go.

Grab it tight when u get the best and let go immediately when u get the worse to the worst.

Whatever it is, we shall bear with the consequences if we made a wrong decision.

We have to move on and live better.

No more sympathy, no more returning to the past but take lessons from it.

Kelly

Did you

missed out 10.10.10 10.10am?

Wait for 10.10.10 10.10pm then.

Happy binary code day!

=D

I'm not mean, YOU just don't deserve my kindness.

PEEKABOO

Bored of the same old smile? Me thou.

I barely know how to smile anymore because I laughed more than I smile recently. aha!

Yea, believe it or not. I'm having curfew on this very happening Saturday night for this week.

So, I'm literally free for posting another random post again.

Went KLCC for Beauty Expo '10 today.

As usual, with my companion for all time. =D

Having brunch at Madam Kwan. BBM non-stop. He's a HAWT item. =P

Aww.. This is cute. Am I praising him here? =X

His love. ICE CAMPUR.

Didn't spend much for the fair as I got no mood and time to search for what I want.

However, we did signed up for 2 sessions of ido's facial treatment @RM98! (r/p: RM220 per session)

They're using hi-tech equipments to remove everything from our face without any workforce or H2O. All by the superb equipments. Awesome, right?!

Oh, I can't wait to try now! gg

Last pic of the day before we off to our own individual plan.

I'm going to orphanage house tomorrow! Excited-nya. =D

Thanks to Moral Ed assignment.

Will blog bout this soon.

xoxo,

kellywong

CLEARED

Finally, I've erased all the drafts that I've saved in here.

Something that I wanna share but I don't feel like posting them out after typing them out.

Which I think I should keep back to myself. ;)

RANDOMLY

Did I just missed wishing everyone Happy 1Malaysia?

Belated Happy 1Malaysia then! =D

Supposed to have my lovely holiday today but ended up sticking my butt in the house to finish off my assignment.

Oh, at least I get to shisha which I miss so much.

Gotta continue with another assignment now. ciaozz!

Have a great night and day ahead.

signed in by,

kellywong.

UNBLIND

Hi, peeps.

I'm going to make this blog alive again.

I know I've been M.I.A. for quite some time. I have valid reasons for it.

I have things and dramas to deal with and been busy for outings lately.

Well, I'm doing fine so no worries bout me. =D

The only thing that bothering me is being ill on and off.

Has been taking a lot of pills almost everyday. *kills*

I've stopped those healthy products that mum wanted me to consume everyday and replaced with the medicine that doctor gave.

Skin allergic at 1st, then, coming with those minor common illness.

Parents have been nagging non-stop. XD

Oh, I went for a few short yet fun trips that needed so badly.

I wanna be greedy cause I'm craving for more. aha!

By the way, things getting better now.

Though there're changes in my life but I'm feeling great now.

I don't have to be an emo kid as before.

Get to focus what I'm supposed to.

No longer being blind by something that isn't worth anymore.

At least I've experienced, I've learnt, I've tasted.

Is going to be end of the summer break for the students who studying overseas.

This means ah gor have to fly back to Coventry again.

2 weeks left before the flight. Wish to spend more time with him if he's not busy. *finger crossed*

Btw, am going to have din din with him this Friday but too bad that the future sis-in-law can't join us.

Gonna wait till dec or next year i think. gahh

Assignments are bulking up for the last sem.

At the same time, I have to think what should I take for my degree then.

Hmmm..

Honestly, I don't wish to separate with my classmates thou I don't really keep close to them.

But they're great for not creating politics and we forgive each other easily.

Unlike, other classes they loveeeeee comparing. *yikes*

Time flies. I'm appreciating what I'm having now.

I've brushed up myself for greater things await in front of me.

Leading myself to a brighter world. =)

GADGETS ALERT

Here comes the largest PIKOM PC Fair again!

It will be held from 6th-8th Aug 2010 in KLCC Convention Centre.

I bet that some of you are waiting for this so badly..

I'm going to work in it again.

Not for Avira this time, but AVF. =)

If I'm not mistaken, I'll be in Hall 4 (Booth 440&441)

Wonder what will I be selling?

Tada!

(click to enlarge)

You need more details of this?

You're invited to come to KLCC Convention Centre, Hall 4 as I mentioned earlier.

Look for Kelly Wong.

You'll get the details from me.

Easy, right? *winks*

SPELL ME

Who cast a spell on me?

The eighth day, i didn't have a proper meal.

And I'm losing weight in every parts of my body.

Had enough of puking. This is sucks.

I could barely breathe for most of the time.

I'm sick of this. Damn.

MONEY IS NOT EVERYTHING

Without deep consideration, I gave a chance to a guy to unlock my heart.

I need someone would drag me out and lead me the way.

4 days, after 4 days, I gave up.

I never expected that this guy showed his true colours by saying childish words after that.

A 23 years old man, a smoker, a drinker, a clubber, a hot-tempered guy, and the prince of his family.

Which is the totally opposite way of the desire guy I wanted.

He treated me nicely, gently at the beginning but I'm so wrong.

And I'm here to tell you,

I need someone who can think maturely.

No matter how much u spent on me these days, just because u're willingly to do so.

I've told you I'm not ready for anything so don't say I'm immature.

You're the one who immature for forcing this happen.

You ain't stupid, I ain't stupid thou, boy.

Your image will just ruined by your stupidness, your attitude.

I don't care who you are, Dato's son or Tan Sri's son.

I'm not going for your money. (Oh no, is your dad's money I supposed)

So, don't you ever use "money" this word to deal with me.

I don't need your BMW, LV, Prada, Chanel, nor houses.

I know you can get hot & pretty chicks easily, but you won't get someone who deeply love u with her heart.

You said I'm no difference with other girls or your ex(s).

So sorry to tell you this, I'm happy for the girls who ditched you.

Because you're worse than the guys that I know.

Go on and spread to the others that how bad am I because I hate explaining myself.

And is time to wake yourself up.

Money can't buy true love.

可能，或许

可能，有些人觉得这是对的。

或许，有些人觉得很可惜。

可能，这是对我们最好的。

或许，这让我们错过了。

可能，我们会坚持。

或许，我们会回到原点。

可能，我们会习惯。

或许，我们不想的。

可能，我们会忘了一切。

或许，我们还是记住这一切。

可能，我们放弃了。

或许，我们真的累了。

现在的我，在等着对的时候。

然时间去证明这一切。

ONCE UPON A TIME

There's once a couple who everyone envied of.

They're sweet, lovely, committed.

They sacrificed a lot for each other.

Somehow, the girl found out something one day.

Her heart tore into pieces, she broke down and she couldn't believe what she saw.

The guy explained, the guy made promises.

Ended up, the girl gave him a chance to rebuild everything.

Things go well. The girl is gaining back the trust and confidence on the guy.

The guy did a good responsibility as a bf for all these while.

Till then, the girl found out something again.

The guy denied, the girl can't stand of this but she choose to believe back that guy.

The girl begun to wonder, what had she done.

Why would other people came to ruin their relationship.

Since then, she tried hard to be a good, responsible gf.

She wants to be 100% in the guy's heart.

She couldn't afford to lose this guy cause he stands 100% in the girl's heart.

She loved too much and the guy spoilt her too much.

They went on, big hand and small hand, hand in hand, walked thru this out.

The girl's confident is not as much as before anymore, she felt that she's not good enough.

In another way, the guy started to act weird.

This caused the girl being suspicious.

She purposely checked this time and she got scolded by the guy.

She thought she mistaken, but the fact is, the guy lied to her.

At that moment, she's feeling tired.

What is she supposed to do.

Asking herself why and answering herself why.

She freaked out and she started to control the guy.

The girl didn't realise that she act that way till the guy told the girl.

He has no freedom and the girl gets temper easily.

Their condition became shaky but they still hold on tight.

Tried hard to maintain.

They went thru the hard times, they're being sweet again.

A pair of love bird that everyone concern of.

Both of them are communicating well, no more arguments for weeks.

The guy fetched the girl to class and waited for her to finished class.

They're having a sweet moment.

Sadly, good things never go too long.

Once again, problems occurred when the guy requested a condition.

It takes a lot of arguments and times for them to solve this.

However, the girl accepted his request.

She is forced to used to it.

Everything started to be fine, but not when she randomly chat with his x-colleague.

Once again, she's in a dilemma.

She's so tired of managing all these craps.

Without consideration, she choose to trust that guy again.

She love him and she thinks that she should trust and accept what he had said.

It doesn't last very long.

They fought over a little small things again.

The girl being stubborn and not understanding, the guy has lost patience after explaining everything.

The guy asked for the last break up.

The girl was very ill, she quickly make up and dress up herself in a very short time to rush over to the guy's place.

Things went worst.

Till the guy spilt those words on the girl's face.

The girl always being "thick face" and she don't want to listen to what the guy said.

The girl finally left.

She found pointless.

Blaming herself for acting this way.

She recalled back the words.

One by one.

Then, she felt the pain in her heart.

Pain that can't be describe.

She decided to let go though she knew this is hard for her.

She has to, since the guy no longer love her.

He wants to be with another girl.

She bears no more.

She is learning to let go by recalling the words.

She wants him to be happy cos she can't fulfill what he wants.

Perhaps, the next girl will treat him better.

He deserves better.

They once loved, but if they have fate again, they'll love again.

At least, they owned each other once.

For now, the girl just love, in another way.

-THE END-